Friday, August 25, 2006

- B*witched - Blame it on the weather man -

Remember them guys? The good ol' 90's pop. But let me tell you a little story about how the weather was uber mean to me today...

So I was supposed to get to uni at 11am today, but that kind of dragged 'til 12pm, since I was awfully tired from finishing my stupid Asian studies essay. When I was standing outside at the bus stop, I noticed how blue the sky was, except to my left hand side. There was this decent sized grey cloud slowly hovering towards me. Now I could feel very light sprinkles of rain on me but I thought nothing of it. But then that cloud just kept moving toward me. And what do you know? It's right above me and the rain has gotten a little heavier. Better yet, it stopped hovering! Stopped right there and then. It's sad really. The weather knows me so well, it's just not right.

What's a poseur guys? Why am I being called a poseur Alan? If it means what I think it means, I'm not a poseur! I think Alan doesn't know his vocabulary too well. Same goes Jase. Since when did 'plugged' mean shameful advertising? I don't get it. Definitely know what you guys are getting for Christmas.

Today was a rushed day. It seemed like I didn't have enough time for everything. I went looking for a dress though. I found one. But I'm not 100% keen on it. I think people will see how ... much flab I actually have in that dress. But if I can't find any others or decide on the ones I already have, then it'll have to be this one. It's green. Then it was afternoon coffee with Niss and Alan, who I was actually with during the dress hunt. Coffee at the Forum is quite nice. A place to add to my list of good coffee cafes.

I had a very interesting msn chat with Mich last night, when I was supposed to do my essay. I didn't mind. It was better than the stupid essay. But I said I'd quote her but I can't find any good bit, because what she said was so articulate. Which is a good thing. All I asked was how she defined the context of a 'high-school crush'. The way I saw the phrase was if we 'older' people were to use this term, it meant nothing more than a shallow meaningless liking toward somebody. Nothing to it. Easy sentence yeah? However this is what Mich gave me (spelling edited):

"Well I think high-school is just a preposition (I think that’s the word) to indicate the adolescent, irrational sort of basis crushes are founded on. Crush I think refers to an infatuation of someone without any true knowledge of their personality, their reality...but in a way, I disagree with the supposed irrationality of it ‘cause it’s very rational that someone can be attracted to a surface you...it’s human nature for one, to be attracted physically to another...also, more obviously to me, you have to like someone first before loving them without saying it doesn’t occur, its not often you can love someone if u look upon them with hate everyday."

Yes dear readers, she gave me an analysis. And how does that make my comment look? This is one very intelligent law student. LOL, I forget that she's a low student.

Although I agree with most of what's written there, she raised the point that a crush is an actual feeling toward the person, and a hope that something will occur between the people involved. This point I disagree, because how many times have I heard little girls in high school to like a guy, or have a crush on a guy, yet don't like to do anything about it. I had a friend who like this guy, and he somehow found out, and he was quite happy to go out with her. Yet when she heard, she didn't want to have anything to do with him. That was funny. But for me, I'd like to use the term in regards to the fact that I see a guy merely as good 'eye candy'. Something along those lines. It was an interesting piece of conversation had there.

Went the whole day without food. Surprised I didn't die.

~Listening to: F.I.R - Cherry Blossom
-{ missing you 8/25/2006 07:52:00 pm }-