Tuesday, October 31, 2006
- How Long -
I know! Omg, I know I should be doing my exam now, but I just finished my essay! *cries*
But I just had to blog. I woke up with the best fuzzy, lovable feeling ever, put aside the lack of sleep which made me unable to open my eyes.
I just remembered now that it was probably because of the dream. I don't usually share my dreams, I don't think, but this one was like....hmm...a lot of it was quite irrelevant and locationally displaced. But all I could remembered was somebody hugging me and *I was loved* I know I'm loved by all you wonderful people out there *grins* but this was the kind that makes you feel like dreaming forever. Sigh, how embarrassing to share it with everyone, but I'm half way blogging so I won't quit now. How much more do you want me to reveal?
These days, I'm day-dreaming alot with a lot of what ifs and ultimate decisions that don't get carried out because I either, sheepishly turn back on my word or have another longg hard think about it and change my mind. Sometimes I don't know whether its me I'm scared for or the non-existing other.
My dreams always carry faces, and unfortunately, those faces fade away in the intial moments that I am awake. So I try really hard to grasp those faces, but I can't because they slip right through the gaps of my fingers. But now that I know the feeling I should get *the fuzzy loved feeling* then I know when..
So, feeling privileged? This is as intimately personal as I will get, I think. A lot has been revealed and I feel quite embarrassed, but it's all part of the bloggin experience.
~Listening to: David Tao - How Long
如 果 我 真 的 爱 你 该 有 快 乐 结 局 怪 我 不 懂 珍 惜 把 你 推 向 她
我 来 不 及 改 变 结 局 这 是 我 自 导 自 演 的 悲 剧 。 。 。
But I just had to blog. I woke up with the best fuzzy, lovable feeling ever, put aside the lack of sleep which made me unable to open my eyes.
I just remembered now that it was probably because of the dream. I don't usually share my dreams, I don't think, but this one was like....hmm...a lot of it was quite irrelevant and locationally displaced. But all I could remembered was somebody hugging me and *I was loved* I know I'm loved by all you wonderful people out there *grins* but this was the kind that makes you feel like dreaming forever. Sigh, how embarrassing to share it with everyone, but I'm half way blogging so I won't quit now. How much more do you want me to reveal?
These days, I'm day-dreaming alot with a lot of what ifs and ultimate decisions that don't get carried out because I either, sheepishly turn back on my word or have another longg hard think about it and change my mind. Sometimes I don't know whether its me I'm scared for or the non-existing other.
My dreams always carry faces, and unfortunately, those faces fade away in the intial moments that I am awake. So I try really hard to grasp those faces, but I can't because they slip right through the gaps of my fingers. But now that I know the feeling I should get *the fuzzy loved feeling* then I know when..
So, feeling privileged? This is as intimately personal as I will get, I think. A lot has been revealed and I feel quite embarrassed, but it's all part of the bloggin experience.
~Listening to: David Tao - How Long
如 果 我 真 的 爱 你 该 有 快 乐 结 局 怪 我 不 懂 珍 惜 把 你 推 向 她
我 来 不 及 改 变 结 局 这 是 我 自 导 自 演 的 悲 剧 。 。 。
-{ missing you 10/31/2006 03:36:00 pm }-