It's volume Seven already. Anyway, there's a track called 听 妈 妈 的 话 . If I literally translate it (don't laugh) it means 'listen to mother's words'. Everybody loves this song, its filled with phrases to teach children to behave themselves, look after their mother when they grow old and all that jiz. After I heard this song, I could just imagine all the guys out there prepping themselves to learn this song and sing it to their mums on their birthday, or Mother's Day. Yeah I think it's awesome if Jay has that sort of effect because it just proves how powerful he is amongst the youth. I think he sang this song for a reason, and he knows he's got power. To my knowledge there isn't much scandal on him as yet (not as much as what F4 has copped).

The album isn't too bad for those who like chinese music.

Today was the saddest day at work. It was uncomfortable in the kitchen as well as on the main floor. Arghs.

There's a pineapple sitting in the middle of our dinner table. God knows what reason but I can smell the aroma everytime I walk past. Nice.

A friend recently said to me:

'I can't help it, everytime I see him, it makes me wonder how it feels to be with him. But he doesn't see me in taht way. It's even worse that I know all the girls he befriends fall for him. It makes me so insignificant, cos I'm just another girl who fell for him. Its bullshit. I don't want him to make friends with anyone else. He keeps telling me he doesn't have time to make friends. But I dunno. I don't have the time to see him oftenly anymore. After everything's that happened I dont know if I can. It's all terrible and I've ruined things. Even though he says its not. He's just being nice. He said he'll always want me in his life. And thats made everything even worse. But he's just someone I can't not be friends with anymore. It's not possible. I don't know what I'll do without him in my life. He's my rock...'

Sigh, her tragic life makes me want to push her into a midday soap drama.

Ok, wrapping up, I found this in my university diary, its a quote:

Tell me and I forget; show me and I remember; involve me and I understand.

The Veronica's with, yes! Axel Whitehead. And over there we have The Hot Lies!

On the right over there, that's the Hot Lies again..

And I think that's Evermore.. arghs! No pics of ATF and my beloved EOF. Here I have The Veronica's. There was actually a series of pictures taken while they were talking, but seriously, you only need to see one of them.

This was the damn small arena that wasn't even packed! It was all dark and smoky, hence the dodgy picture. That group of people in the front was 'the crowd'. And thats it..the reast of the 'area' was random and spacious. The middle area was the VIP. I was in the stands, where civilised people sat.

And this was the best picture of the stage I could get from where I was sitting.

This is the last bloody pic I'm uploading. Gahhh. It's a blurry picture of Veronica's on stage. If you haven't guessed already, I'm down in the crowd with the fkn smelly bogans, emos and silly punk rock chicks.

Oh my god, you wouldn't believe it down there. I found it a horrible experience. I like it where the music is loud and people DON'T STEP ON YOUR FEET.

The only good bit about Live n Local was the fact that all my songs were perfd. So I was happy about that. Major dehydration, probably cos everybody sucked my air... and somehow that made me dehydrate... well they REhydrated us when we left.

I don't think there will be another rock concert for me. Unless I'm only sitting with sane people, with a good view and speakers nearby. Oh yeah, I went almost deaf in there, worse than when you go clubbing and come out with ringing ears.

Anyways, no BDO for me.

Major thanks and credits go to Ryeei for most of the pics for me. Videos might go on Youtube.. we'll see.

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~Listening to: Jasmine Leong - Silk Road album