Wednesday, February 28, 2007
- Cascada - Bad Boy -
= Be my bad Boy, be my Man, be my weekend lover but don't be my Friend. You can be my bad Boy but understand that I don't need you in my life again =
Those lyrics remind me so much of that A*mei song. I loved this song, last year.
I forgot to give a massive ShoutOut to Caz : thanks for putting up with me that night, I know I said I'm not the throwing up type and I felt awful about it. Hope I didn't cause to much trouble/hassle. :))
Weeelll, I'm here at uni for my first EVER 9am lecture. But since I live so godamn far, I have to come an hour early. So here I am. And Blogger looks screwy on the Mac comps.
Yesterday, a friend at work told me about a story of hers. It was about this guy she used to go out with; they went out for two years before he left here for his home town. Telling her they'd be in touch and together somehow, he went back to Hk and found another girlfriend. While she was here not knowing, she was already saving up to go visit him. And she did. And she found out about the other girl. But she didn't do anything because she was in love with him and he still had feelings for her. So she said she would put up with it. But as time wore on, she was getting tired of playing the game because she had to put in much more effort since she had another girl to compete with, while he would just enjoy the luxury of both women. Which meant that he wasn't doing very much as a boyfriend.
Soon, she became fed up and told him to choose. She said she soon realised that she was really degrading herself by sharing the guy. But he said he couldn't choose. So she said she'd do it for him. And left him in Hk and came back here. She didn't say anything nor leave him a note. But it was pretty clear her decision.
In the end this is what she told herself : she didn't lose anything. She has nothing to cry about. She didn't lose a love because she never had his complete and entire devotion for her in the first place. The biggest loser is him because he lost someone who loved him to the ends of the earth.
I never really liked this girl I worked with, but her story made me see her differently. As much as she said that she waas a weak person in terms of relationships, this was the strongest and most mature thing anyone could've done. And I have much admiration for her. Although her way of thought may not satisfy everyone. It comes down to whether you believe that :
1. You would rather be more loved than to give love or;
2. To give love more than you would rather receive.
~Listening to: Daphne loves Derby - Middle middle
Those lyrics remind me so much of that A*mei song. I loved this song, last year.
I forgot to give a massive ShoutOut to Caz : thanks for putting up with me that night, I know I said I'm not the throwing up type and I felt awful about it. Hope I didn't cause to much trouble/hassle. :))
Weeelll, I'm here at uni for my first EVER 9am lecture. But since I live so godamn far, I have to come an hour early. So here I am. And Blogger looks screwy on the Mac comps.
Yesterday, a friend at work told me about a story of hers. It was about this guy she used to go out with; they went out for two years before he left here for his home town. Telling her they'd be in touch and together somehow, he went back to Hk and found another girlfriend. While she was here not knowing, she was already saving up to go visit him. And she did. And she found out about the other girl. But she didn't do anything because she was in love with him and he still had feelings for her. So she said she would put up with it. But as time wore on, she was getting tired of playing the game because she had to put in much more effort since she had another girl to compete with, while he would just enjoy the luxury of both women. Which meant that he wasn't doing very much as a boyfriend.
Soon, she became fed up and told him to choose. She said she soon realised that she was really degrading herself by sharing the guy. But he said he couldn't choose. So she said she'd do it for him. And left him in Hk and came back here. She didn't say anything nor leave him a note. But it was pretty clear her decision.
In the end this is what she told herself : she didn't lose anything. She has nothing to cry about. She didn't lose a love because she never had his complete and entire devotion for her in the first place. The biggest loser is him because he lost someone who loved him to the ends of the earth.
I never really liked this girl I worked with, but her story made me see her differently. As much as she said that she waas a weak person in terms of relationships, this was the strongest and most mature thing anyone could've done. And I have much admiration for her. Although her way of thought may not satisfy everyone. It comes down to whether you believe that :
1. You would rather be more loved than to give love or;
2. To give love more than you would rather receive.
~Listening to: Daphne loves Derby - Middle middle
-{ missing you 2/28/2007 07:24:00 am }-
Monday, February 26, 2007
- That optimistic s.o.b -
The rush of emotions it makes you feel. And I don't want to remember your commentary it must have been very sad. And the sand castle the made was bull shit.
Qi Luo and Chen Ling are the modern day fairytale couple. 'Cos there is no such thing. Like it would never work out in reality. So it doesn't matter how much you love Chen Ling, you will never find someone like him, because you'll never be that lucky enough to gai bian ta yi shi.
*******
I don't know why I always let you all get to me. Like I read that one blog and was very gan dong, how come I am just as easily frustrated by the nothings of you all?
I'm on my own and don't need the troubles from you all. I'll be the girl who chooses how to feel when to feel whatever I like, without the influences and the likes of all of you. I'm gonna be the bitch this year.
*******
I guess the only interesting story from Thursday night was that little thing that happened at the Llama Bar. Alan was talking to two men, one Asian and one old white guy. I decided to involve myself into the conversation and it became this networking thing 'cos they work in the entertainment industry distrubuting cd's and stuff. Correct me if I'm wrong. Something along those lines. Anyway as the conversation led onto something else and I can't remember what, the old guy takes out a wad of cash, fans it and smothers it in his face. I immediately forgot what we were all saying and literally blurted out 'WOWWW'. After a while, he said something about being fond of Caroline (poor thing) and was gonna shout us all to champagne. And it wasn't cheap either. ANd he bought two bottles!! It was awesome. I was reluctant at first because some random guy (friend of Lynlees) was concerned for all of us. That was sweet. But after figuring out that the stuff was paid for and telling us to keep our glasses to ourselves, we went for our lives. In the end, he was really just a friendly-drunken-rich-white-old-guy.
*******
What a way to start uni. Bad weather. And my lecturer is a fkn optimist. That got to me. Only because he told the stupid sperm story where 'we're all winners'.
~Listening to: F.O.B Infinity on High
Qi Luo and Chen Ling are the modern day fairytale couple. 'Cos there is no such thing. Like it would never work out in reality. So it doesn't matter how much you love Chen Ling, you will never find someone like him, because you'll never be that lucky enough to gai bian ta yi shi.
*******
I don't know why I always let you all get to me. Like I read that one blog and was very gan dong, how come I am just as easily frustrated by the nothings of you all?
I'm on my own and don't need the troubles from you all. I'll be the girl who chooses how to feel when to feel whatever I like, without the influences and the likes of all of you. I'm gonna be the bitch this year.
*******
I guess the only interesting story from Thursday night was that little thing that happened at the Llama Bar. Alan was talking to two men, one Asian and one old white guy. I decided to involve myself into the conversation and it became this networking thing 'cos they work in the entertainment industry distrubuting cd's and stuff. Correct me if I'm wrong. Something along those lines. Anyway as the conversation led onto something else and I can't remember what, the old guy takes out a wad of cash, fans it and smothers it in his face. I immediately forgot what we were all saying and literally blurted out 'WOWWW'. After a while, he said something about being fond of Caroline (poor thing) and was gonna shout us all to champagne. And it wasn't cheap either. ANd he bought two bottles!! It was awesome. I was reluctant at first because some random guy (friend of Lynlees) was concerned for all of us. That was sweet. But after figuring out that the stuff was paid for and telling us to keep our glasses to ourselves, we went for our lives. In the end, he was really just a friendly-drunken-rich-white-old-guy.
*******
What a way to start uni. Bad weather. And my lecturer is a fkn optimist. That got to me. Only because he told the stupid sperm story where 'we're all winners'.
~Listening to: F.O.B Infinity on High
-{ missing you 2/26/2007 02:22:00 pm }-
Sunday, February 25, 2007
- LL -
Sigh, I was really up for blogging, but I lost the mood. Here's some pictures from Thursday.
Yeah, when I said some, I meant 'some'. Thursday wasn't a very good night, hence there was no Saturday night.
Startin' uni tomorrow. It's gonna be all different this year. And there's gonna be a whole different me.
-{ missing you 2/25/2007 09:06:00 pm }-
Thursday, February 22, 2007
- Are you lucky that you didn't lose it? -
BAH!!!! They changed my communications unit!! Now I have a 9am lectureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! *cry cry* Fkn unit, nobody is gonna turn up!! That's how fkn slack we commst peoples are!! GRRRR..
On a lighter note, happy birthday to Lynlee who ... actually has turned 20 'cos her birthday was on cny, but is having her b'day bash tonights!! Yay, time to drink and have loads of fun.
I thought I had pictures to post up... but I don't. Bahahahaha. Sorry.
Mars is getting very 'ehh'. They're talking heaps, like long stupid endless conversations. That guy, Tong Dao, I think, is shit scary. Don't like a guy like dat. And Sha Xi is fkn ugly. Qing Mei is pretty. And getting sick and tired of Qi Luo's stupidity. I don't think I'll finish it before uni starts.
The Fray album is kind of crap.
I'm gonna take pictures tonight.
To You: Don't be so hard on yourself. Don't lose yourself to being so emo. Because it becomes an addiction. But if you do, I understand. You know I do!
On a lighter note, happy birthday to Lynlee who ... actually has turned 20 'cos her birthday was on cny, but is having her b'day bash tonights!! Yay, time to drink and have loads of fun.
I thought I had pictures to post up... but I don't. Bahahahaha. Sorry.
Mars is getting very 'ehh'. They're talking heaps, like long stupid endless conversations. That guy, Tong Dao, I think, is shit scary. Don't like a guy like dat. And Sha Xi is fkn ugly. Qing Mei is pretty. And getting sick and tired of Qi Luo's stupidity. I don't think I'll finish it before uni starts.
The Fray album is kind of crap.
I'm gonna take pictures tonight.
To You: Don't be so hard on yourself. Don't lose yourself to being so emo. Because it becomes an addiction. But if you do, I understand. You know I do!
-{ missing you 2/22/2007 02:44:00 pm }-
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
- Never say never -
Remember that 'til the day you become old and wrinkly. It's very true. VERY.
Just like everybody elses, my sleeping pattern is fucked up. After sleeping 'til 12 something today, spent the rest of the arvo watching Mars. Boy, are you guys gonna be bored with Mars commentary for the next few posts.
But Gah!!!!!!! Mars!! I like Vic again. His acting has improved like a million times over. And the story line is so refreshing, something new and different. BUT : every single character is way too familiar. Especially Qing Mei... and Qi Luo.. but so far (up to epi 9) I've learnt that the one who always waits is the one who loses out. The one who waits and cries is Qi Luo. Poor her.
And like, OMFG Steven from Machi is in it!!!! He appeared out of the dark with his damn buff body and I was like, 'wow nice body... but his arms are hugee.. wait... that's... argh! STEVEN!!' Hehehehe..
Have I mentioned that uni is about to start and I'm drrrreading it. UWA O-Day is on the Friday if anybody is interested in coming :)) I'll only be there for the freebies.
~Listening to: Gary Cao Ge - Superwoman +addicteddddddddd+
I was a loser too.
Just like everybody elses, my sleeping pattern is fucked up. After sleeping 'til 12 something today, spent the rest of the arvo watching Mars. Boy, are you guys gonna be bored with Mars commentary for the next few posts.
But Gah!!!!!!! Mars!! I like Vic again. His acting has improved like a million times over. And the story line is so refreshing, something new and different. BUT : every single character is way too familiar. Especially Qing Mei... and Qi Luo.. but so far (up to epi 9) I've learnt that the one who always waits is the one who loses out. The one who waits and cries is Qi Luo. Poor her.
And like, OMFG Steven from Machi is in it!!!! He appeared out of the dark with his damn buff body and I was like, 'wow nice body... but his arms are hugee.. wait... that's... argh! STEVEN!!' Hehehehe..
Have I mentioned that uni is about to start and I'm drrrreading it. UWA O-Day is on the Friday if anybody is interested in coming :)) I'll only be there for the freebies.
~Listening to: Gary Cao Ge - Superwoman +addicteddddddddd+
I was a loser too.
-{ missing you 2/20/2007 04:07:00 pm }-
- Eau de.. -
Ralph makes me sad ; JLo makes me angry ; so I guess it's back to good old Givenchy, wise and trustworthy.
-{ missing you 2/20/2007 12:22:00 am }-
Monday, February 19, 2007
- The sudden change of heart -
30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill
Happy CnY Peoples! Hope you guys had a much better one than I did.
I was working!! But it wasn't really thattt bad. ALthough I must say I'm uber tired. As tired as I felt, the CnY feeling was always keeping me good and alive. Or maybe that was only yesterday, due to the two glasses of coke and three chocolate candy bars I ate to hype me up for dinner. Yum!
We get lion dancing at the restaurant as well and boy! were they crap!!!!
JKZ. Nah they were good. Few of the staff said it was better than last year. You guys did more this time. And one of them said last nights' drummer was HOT.. eh? WHo was that?
Anyways, the customers were really into it, standing on the chairs and giving the lion red packets.
I also learnt something last night after work (while we were all having dinner). Never mention the word 'emo' with a bunch of 30+ y.o's . They don't get it. 'Cos they were all talking about being cutters and lovers (don't ask) and someone asked what cutters were called. So I excitedly screamed 'Emos! EMOSSSS!' but to no one elses reaction.
Guess we can't blame them. They aren't with it.
Maybe it's the festive season and maybe it's just me, but the past couple of days I've had this weirdness. I think my list may be wrong. I think it may seem like what I want, but in fact really, there are due changes that should be made to it. And maybe I thought I had to replace what I had, with something that is the same. But, I don't think I know what I want. :) Which is a good thing. To me.
I'll end post with the most uber cool red packet that I've ever received. LOL, yet so old but I feel so excited ( like a kid) when receiving red packets.
...
... and the money is inside!! Awesomeeee. =P
-{ missing you 2/19/2007 02:40:00 pm }-
Friday, February 16, 2007
- Never had a dreamm comee truee -
Song?
Kimmy, do you stilll read my blog? I had a dream about you last night. You had this friend that was really hot. And he was some sort of singer in my dream reality. It's hilarious 'cos youdidn't know he was famous. And we all kept giving you shit for "being" with him. And he kept telling me not to gossip to Mel about it 'cos you guys were nothing special. :))
Remember when we used to share this kinda stuff? Remember your weird ass dreams that you used to share?
*******
I couldn't sleep until 4 am last night. Just like that other night when I peed five times in one night. 'Cept this time I only went once. I tried listening to music, smelling perfume (for fun) and at 2.45 I got fed up, turned on the lights and started to read. And until my eyes got slightly a bit heavy I quickly turned off the lights and went to bed.
I did a lot of thinking though. Like about the clouds with the silver lining. I always forget about the silver lining. I also thought about my yin yang theory. I thought about the conversations I had that night. I thought about the conversation I had that day. I thought about what I had in store for this year. I thought about my wardrobe. I thought about my friends; the ones who were there for me, the ones who cared, the ones I had selfishly neglected.
And that when I was caught up in my own shit, they lost my shoulder to lean on when they needed me.
J-ay_lover : roflmao. It just came to mind. Remember?? my self.net username, how embarrassing and you didn't make me feel any better by laughing your head off at me!!
Kimmy, do you stilll read my blog? I had a dream about you last night. You had this friend that was really hot. And he was some sort of singer in my dream reality. It's hilarious 'cos youdidn't know he was famous. And we all kept giving you shit for "being" with him. And he kept telling me not to gossip to Mel about it 'cos you guys were nothing special. :))
Remember when we used to share this kinda stuff? Remember your weird ass dreams that you used to share?
*******
I couldn't sleep until 4 am last night. Just like that other night when I peed five times in one night. 'Cept this time I only went once. I tried listening to music, smelling perfume (for fun) and at 2.45 I got fed up, turned on the lights and started to read. And until my eyes got slightly a bit heavy I quickly turned off the lights and went to bed.
I did a lot of thinking though. Like about the clouds with the silver lining. I always forget about the silver lining. I also thought about my yin yang theory. I thought about the conversations I had that night. I thought about the conversation I had that day. I thought about what I had in store for this year. I thought about my wardrobe. I thought about my friends; the ones who were there for me, the ones who cared, the ones I had selfishly neglected.
And that when I was caught up in my own shit, they lost my shoulder to lean on when they needed me.
J-ay_lover : roflmao. It just came to mind. Remember?? my self.net username, how embarrassing and you didn't make me feel any better by laughing your head off at me!!
-{ missing you 2/16/2007 11:38:00 am }-
Thursday, February 15, 2007
- Lesson: Rejection 101 -
Situation 1_
M: So, would you like to go out for dinner on Valentine's Day?
F: Umm..................No. I don't want to. But I'll take your expensive gift.
Be direct. Don't waste time.
*******
Oh my FUCKING GODD. I'm not going to try to dye my hair anymore. Why doesn't it ever fucking TURN OUT like it's supposed to???? GRRRR.
*crycrycry* Next time I'm getting it salon done. Hrmph.
Working yesterday wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. The restaurant was mostly set up with small tables. And with candles. Candlelit dinner.. :))
Rawr, JLo perfume. But I hate JLo 'GLow after dark'. :P Oh well, as long as other people don't think I'm stinky :D
Oh! Aparantly I'm not a pure Leo. I'm a virgo/leo mixture according to Kifa. Yay! How special do I feel. I never felt very leo-like.
Ok, plans for the last two weeks of this holiday:
_get another piercing
_finish Sassy Girl and move onto Mars
_get pissed drunk sat. night with **** (who would kill me if I revealed their name.)
_catch up with Michelle and Caz!
_go to O-Day (?)
_finish cross-stitch project
eh, that's enough.
M: So, would you like to go out for dinner on Valentine's Day?
F: Umm..................No. I don't want to. But I'll take your expensive gift.
Be direct. Don't waste time.
*******
Oh my FUCKING GODD. I'm not going to try to dye my hair anymore. Why doesn't it ever fucking TURN OUT like it's supposed to???? GRRRR.
*crycrycry* Next time I'm getting it salon done. Hrmph.
Working yesterday wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. The restaurant was mostly set up with small tables. And with candles. Candlelit dinner.. :))
Rawr, JLo perfume. But I hate JLo 'GLow after dark'. :P Oh well, as long as other people don't think I'm stinky :D
Oh! Aparantly I'm not a pure Leo. I'm a virgo/leo mixture according to Kifa. Yay! How special do I feel. I never felt very leo-like.
Ok, plans for the last two weeks of this holiday:
_get another piercing
_finish Sassy Girl and move onto Mars
_get pissed drunk sat. night with **** (who would kill me if I revealed their name.)
_catch up with Michelle and Caz!
_go to O-Day (?)
_finish cross-stitch project
eh, that's enough.
-{ missing you 2/15/2007 07:00:00 pm }-
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
- Hatehatehatehatehate -
In a VERY hateful mood.
-I hate those dreams that make me feel weak.
-I hate you for being right about everything. EVERYTHING. Everything up to now.
-I hate those stupid bitches who pretend to forget your name. WHEN MY NAME WAS JUST MENTIONED YA FUCKIN' BITCH.
-I hate these four words : 我 属 于 你
-I hate waiting for it. Waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting...
-I hate having to give a fuck about you and your problems.
-I hate the fact that you think that everything's OK when it fucking damn well isn't.
-I HATE that you're happy and couldn't care less about it all.
*******
Last year I said this:
I believe that how many tears it takes to make you stronger, let it be all that you've got because at that point, you can only move forward.
If that's what I thought then, it's what I'll live by now.
After this month, I'm going to do a lot of things. Get out of a lot of things I shouldn't have gotten into. It's only caused me pain and frustration.
Baka.
-I hate those dreams that make me feel weak.
-I hate you for being right about everything. EVERYTHING. Everything up to now.
-I hate those stupid bitches who pretend to forget your name. WHEN MY NAME WAS JUST MENTIONED YA FUCKIN' BITCH.
-I hate these four words : 我 属 于 你
-I hate waiting for it. Waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting...
-I hate having to give a fuck about you and your problems.
-I hate the fact that you think that everything's OK when it fucking damn well isn't.
-I HATE that you're happy and couldn't care less about it all.
*******
Last year I said this:
I believe that how many tears it takes to make you stronger, let it be all that you've got because at that point, you can only move forward.
If that's what I thought then, it's what I'll live by now.
After this month, I'm going to do a lot of things. Get out of a lot of things I shouldn't have gotten into. It's only caused me pain and frustration.
Baka.
-{ missing you 2/13/2007 02:55:00 pm }-
Monday, February 12, 2007
- [none] -
It's that sense of feeling like you've been violated in some way. And there's nobody there to save you. And you're in on it alone. Just like we all are. Always alonee.
Nobody to share with. Nobody to care for you. Even when you fell down. And he grabs you with one arm, and you know you can't let go. And you think, 'This is it. You're done for.'
Rawr. Stupid dream. Stupid reality.
Nobody to share with. Nobody to care for you. Even when you fell down. And he grabs you with one arm, and you know you can't let go. And you think, 'This is it. You're done for.'
Rawr. Stupid dream. Stupid reality.
-{ missing you 2/12/2007 09:44:00 pm }-
- Why can't I have cool titles like p!atd? -
This is my uber cool badge.
And these are my uber cool shoes that I finally purchased. If you can see, they're by 'I love Billy'. But do they hurt your feet!
*******
I thought of a title for this post already:
A shitload of photos.
So I've finally bothered to upload my photos. These are just my selections :) This photo belongs to the wedding that I had planned to go to in Malaysia. She's of no relation to me; I was only there to visit Kuching -_-. This is one of her pro wedding photos. The guy is a genius. All his photos are superb to the B. I wanna get my wedding photo's taken with him :))I didn't like the rest of the pictures I took with that bunch.. it wasn't them, it was me, hahaha.
Now this is my cousin, the wedding I didn't plan to go to because it was only decided a few days before I went to Malaysia. So yay for me, two weddings in one go. She got a huge-ass poster printed which is uber cool. 
This awesome little fella was heaps shy before I started to make faces at him so he responded. And I caught, on camera.. hehee
And this is the rest of the little rascals.. posers!
Nope, not cousin's.. but my cousin's young ones. Fourth generation-ers :) The third one, Angel, is indeed the ANGEL. SHe is damn adorable.
If any of you have been to an Asian wedding (or a Chinese one to be more specific) it's traditionally kinda split into two days. Or maybe one and a half days. Actually I dunno if it's even traditional anymore 'cos aparantly customs have been cut out and a lot of it's been changed. Anyway, I think it starts with a dinner with all the friends and relatives of the brides side. Which means this (above) was OUR night. All our relatives.. and was there a heap of them. It meant I had to buy two dresses (yay!). SO I chose the one I liked better, which, my cousin in the brown, bought for mee :)) That's her kid by the way (in the white).
Cousin's and me, all dressed up and posin' for the camera.
That is my aunt, cousin and cousin-in-law ( I guess?). Her gown is realll nice. I love the colour. *weeps* Doesn't it make you wanna get married??
Haha, this picture is farni.. my cuz in the middle was damnnn reluctant to take a picture with us. We MADE him. Can you tell??
And isn't this the chubbiest baby you've ever seen? No, it's not 'cos I closed-up on her, she's very big for a baby that's not even one year old yet! Jovine, everybody loves her. She doesn't need parents. LOL. Seriously.And then my camera ran outta batteries. Like, it couldn't have died at the right moment. So I missed out on taking a lot of other pictures. But I don't think you would've missed out on much except for two guys on my table with the scariest sense of fashion.
After the dinner, both the bride and groom return home to perform this praying ritual to ask for ancestral guidance on their wedding day (the next day). I won't bore you with the pictures, just wanted you to see that guy in purple, but the photo isn't that clear. That's another one of my cousins and boy! DOes he have an ATTITUDE problem. Rawr.
Wedding day. To be honest, it was kind of a drag. It's good until the bride leaves home. And then we had to follow her to the grooms place in which we then become immersed in his friends and relatives. But before all that, the bride is sitting in her room all prep'ed and waiting for her knight in shining armour. WHile we all take the opportunity to take more photos with her ;) Sharry (girl on the left) is the bride's ... maid - brides maid. LOL I forgot what they're called.
So we all had these flowers to pin on the guys that came with the groom. I hate doing it but they made me. This pic is only here to show you the way my hair was set. I had my hair half done up for heapssss cheap price!! But you can't see it properly :( It was really cool. Anyway's there was this other pic of this guy that looked like I pricked him. It wasn't too great, but I felt bad if I put it up for everybody to see.
This is the bride and groom version..
..and the flower giving followed by the awkward kiss which I missed! I *clicked* too late and they already pulled apart. Damn quick kiss I say.. hehe
Oh yeah, before the groom gets to meet the bride in the room, he's gotta play a few games to get to her first. This was definitely one of those things NOT part of tradition. This poor fella had to drink milk out of a baby's bottle and a couple of litres of water WHICH he didn't finish. Those pictures weren't very flattering either. The picture above, as you can see, the groom was made to feed his wife with the food in his mouth. This I caught on camera ahuahuahua.
Followed by a drink from a carton of chrysanthemum tea. Aww, how romantic. o_O
There's all this other stuff that takes place but I cbf explaining, as you would be tired of my commentary. This is the second dinner on the same day. This is my 'other' dress =P
And the bride's second gown. I must say the first one was heaps better.
Bride and groom. Happy couple. ^^,
Sharry, me and the bride's friend. Totally random. Awkwardly made a new friend. Yay to me.
One of the things you do during the night: *pop!* the bottle of bubbly..
..pour it into the tower of fancy cups..
... and awww this is soo sweet! Naw, I didn't take the picture. But a nice shot, kinda.
Ending with a photo of a TOTAL RANDOM.
After the dinner, both the bride and groom return home to perform this praying ritual to ask for ancestral guidance on their wedding day (the next day). I won't bore you with the pictures, just wanted you to see that guy in purple, but the photo isn't that clear. That's another one of my cousins and boy! DOes he have an ATTITUDE problem. Rawr.
Wedding day. To be honest, it was kind of a drag. It's good until the bride leaves home. And then we had to follow her to the grooms place in which we then become immersed in his friends and relatives. But before all that, the bride is sitting in her room all prep'ed and waiting for her knight in shining armour. WHile we all take the opportunity to take more photos with her ;) Sharry (girl on the left) is the bride's ... maid - brides maid. LOL I forgot what they're called.
So we all had these flowers to pin on the guys that came with the groom. I hate doing it but they made me. This pic is only here to show you the way my hair was set. I had my hair half done up for heapssss cheap price!! But you can't see it properly :( It was really cool. Anyway's there was this other pic of this guy that looked like I pricked him. It wasn't too great, but I felt bad if I put it up for everybody to see.
This is the bride and groom version..
..and the flower giving followed by the awkward kiss which I missed! I *clicked* too late and they already pulled apart. Damn quick kiss I say.. hehe
Oh yeah, before the groom gets to meet the bride in the room, he's gotta play a few games to get to her first. This was definitely one of those things NOT part of tradition. This poor fella had to drink milk out of a baby's bottle and a couple of litres of water WHICH he didn't finish. Those pictures weren't very flattering either. The picture above, as you can see, the groom was made to feed his wife with the food in his mouth. This I caught on camera ahuahuahua.
Followed by a drink from a carton of chrysanthemum tea. Aww, how romantic. o_O
There's all this other stuff that takes place but I cbf explaining, as you would be tired of my commentary. This is the second dinner on the same day. This is my 'other' dress =P
And the bride's second gown. I must say the first one was heaps better.
Bride and groom. Happy couple. ^^,
Sharry, me and the bride's friend. Totally random. Awkwardly made a new friend. Yay to me.
One of the things you do during the night: *pop!* the bottle of bubbly..
..pour it into the tower of fancy cups..
... and awww this is soo sweet! Naw, I didn't take the picture. But a nice shot, kinda.
Ending with a photo of a TOTAL RANDOM. Almost. He's the groom's brother. And I thought he looked like one of the guys from 5566. And he can sing. Aparantly he signed a contract with some recording company. Bah, he's really short though. If you can tell.
P-H-E-W! Whole bloody day of blogging!
Listening to: Mika Nakashima - Glamorous sky
Listening to: Mika Nakashima - Glamorous sky
-{ missing you 2/12/2007 12:38:00 pm }-
- S-a-a-a-ddd -
The other day I went on the comp to find my brother signed in in msn Messenger. So just to see who was online I went on Windows messenger (all on one computer if you haven't figured out 'cos you're so damn slow).
Jay-c decides to have this conversation...
with himself.
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
harllo
- L i s a - says:
hey
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
how r u
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
kk sisi gettin ppissed at me now
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
=seeya
- L i s a - says:
yeh i kno how u feel
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
tru.............well then
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
stay well
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
treat ur bro of urs well!!
- L i s a - says:
will do so
- L i s a - says:
i think i should buy him sumthin hey
- L i s a - says:
kk seeya
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
seeya
The conversation was not complete because when I found out I was screaming at him (with sstifled laughter) to stop and threatened to put it on my blog.
And I did ^.^
Jay-c decides to have this conversation...
with himself.
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
harllo
- L i s a - says:
hey
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
how r u
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
kk sisi gettin ppissed at me now
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
=seeya
- L i s a - says:
yeh i kno how u feel
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
tru.............well then
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
stay well
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
treat ur bro of urs well!!
- L i s a - says:
will do so
- L i s a - says:
i think i should buy him sumthin hey
- L i s a - says:
kk seeya
<-[Jay-c]-> "Diao diao Diao" LAUF Theme song......"Balloonssssss" ^_^v says:
seeya
The conversation was not complete because when I found out I was screaming at him (with sstifled laughter) to stop and threatened to put it on my blog.
And I did ^.^
-{ missing you 2/12/2007 12:31:00 pm }-
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
- Tears and Rainbows -
Rnb-hip hop-soul: You know when I listen to this type of music, I feel calm, in control and good. I feel good. Though it's not the music I listen to. But I like it sometimes. Sometimes I don't like to bother with it, but when I hear something I like, I will bother with it. 'Cos it makes me feel good.
Punk-rock-alternative: Now this I like. But it seems angry, and when I listen to it, my attitude changes to 'fuck the world'. But it's my type of music. But what does that say? Am I the anrgy type? Do I look like the type with such an attitude. I think I find myself to come across as the happy kind. But I listen to this music knowing I have this twisted view of the world. That not many people with the way I view life and carry things out. It makes me realise that people will look at me differently and there's not much I can do about it. Sometimes this music can make me sad. But ..
Melodic ballads: Listen to Truth by Yuna Ito. Anything good like that makes me feel weird. In a way that I cannot explain how I feel. Maybe it's the mood I'm mean because I listen to it, while viewing something that is making me upset. As much as I also like ballads.. I can't explain anymore.
Tonight I feel really by-myself. I feel that the four walls are down and that my guard is also down. Unprotected and scared. Sad, really sad.
Punk-rock-alternative: Now this I like. But it seems angry, and when I listen to it, my attitude changes to 'fuck the world'. But it's my type of music. But what does that say? Am I the anrgy type? Do I look like the type with such an attitude. I think I find myself to come across as the happy kind. But I listen to this music knowing I have this twisted view of the world. That not many people with the way I view life and carry things out. It makes me realise that people will look at me differently and there's not much I can do about it. Sometimes this music can make me sad. But ..
Melodic ballads: Listen to Truth by Yuna Ito. Anything good like that makes me feel weird. In a way that I cannot explain how I feel. Maybe it's the mood I'm mean because I listen to it, while viewing something that is making me upset. As much as I also like ballads.. I can't explain anymore.
Tonight I feel really by-myself. I feel that the four walls are down and that my guard is also down. Unprotected and scared. Sad, really sad.
-{ missing you 2/07/2007 08:30:00 pm }-
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
- It's all you, AYF -
Did I tell you about my muffins? I'm so distraught cos they tasted like shit. LIke really really disgusting. I think they went in the bin. Arghs, I need a new recipe...
Today I was raving on about the food I had in Malaysia, fully reminiscing the food. Which is unlikely for me right, 'cos you're thinking, 'Lisa and food?'. Hahahaha. I think I was making my parents sad talking about all the food the way I did..
How come no one told me my chemical romance was at BDO? Not that I would've gone.. but still. *cries*
Awwww... you know what really just around the corner????
Valentines Day. Pooh! I'll probably have to work.... and see all these couples.... *cries* I'm gonna be the sour lemon on that day.
You know that Akon song.. I wanna love you? *shies* it's really good. I like it. If you really want good music, you gotta refer to America's top 40. They have a range a good music, from good rnb-hip hop-soul to kickass emo punk-rock and all that's in between. I thought AAR had split up already, but they're still in the charts...
Anyways, that's my share today... laterz pookums =)
Today I was raving on about the food I had in Malaysia, fully reminiscing the food. Which is unlikely for me right, 'cos you're thinking, 'Lisa and food?'. Hahahaha. I think I was making my parents sad talking about all the food the way I did..
How come no one told me my chemical romance was at BDO? Not that I would've gone.. but still. *cries*
Awwww... you know what really just around the corner????
Valentines Day. Pooh! I'll probably have to work.... and see all these couples.... *cries* I'm gonna be the sour lemon on that day.
You know that Akon song.. I wanna love you? *shies* it's really good. I like it. If you really want good music, you gotta refer to America's top 40. They have a range a good music, from good rnb-hip hop-soul to kickass emo punk-rock and all that's in between. I thought AAR had split up already, but they're still in the charts...
Anyways, that's my share today... laterz pookums =)
-{ missing you 2/06/2007 09:10:00 pm }-
Monday, February 05, 2007
- Hating people like you -
Am I allowed to hate someone? Furthermore, can I hate them with the possibility of befriending them?
The answer is: I can damn well do what I fucking like. What is hate? WHat is like? It's all the same. There is always one of theose moments where you find you just can't like someone for who they are. And you just don't like them. And then someone proposed to me that my dislike is more of a hate, and this is different situation. But is hate to strong of a word? I can see where my feelings stand, but I will still refrain from using hate. But if I don't hate, then why do I feel this anguish when I think about what's happened? Is this really hate?
-You- know there is someone I should be mad at, but I keep myself from going there. Which will be the stupidist thing I'll ever do.
The answer is: I can damn well do what I fucking like. What is hate? WHat is like? It's all the same. There is always one of theose moments where you find you just can't like someone for who they are. And you just don't like them. And then someone proposed to me that my dislike is more of a hate, and this is different situation. But is hate to strong of a word? I can see where my feelings stand, but I will still refrain from using hate. But if I don't hate, then why do I feel this anguish when I think about what's happened? Is this really hate?
-You- know there is someone I should be mad at, but I keep myself from going there. Which will be the stupidist thing I'll ever do.
-{ missing you 2/05/2007 10:51:00 pm }-
- Kat town -
It's gonna be ubder tedious to upload allll my pictures .. so I'll do them one by one whenever I feel like it. There's not really many good ones though. This is in Kuching, one of the big ass temples around. I love temples. And see those stairs? They're quite hard when its blazin' hot. Like everyone that was there was dripping with sweat. Drenched. It was quite icky. But nevertheless a good experience.
Kuching in general was not as much fun as I expected. Yes, it's a small town. With nothing to do. Just like Perth. And I didn't think the food was that great there either. And their chillis aren't hot damnit! AND I didn't get to go to Soho. *sad* 'Cos nobody would take me. I don't know if they didn't think I was serious or they just didn't want to go themselves. I chose to stay quiet and let them take me whereever they thought would be fun.
A crocodile farm. OooO.. I got a billion mozzy bites and IT WAS NOT FUN!! Stoopid crocs.
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CNY is creeping up fast, are we all ready for it? Well there's not much to be excited about 'cos I will be working instead of celebrating.
Oh I forgot about those shoes. I haven't got them yet. I'll probably go this Wednesday or something.
Okies, off to make muffins.. *blush* don't laugh.
p.s. In case you were wondering, I only thought Kuching would be heaps cool because Kenny Sia made Kuching to seem like the best place in Malaysia.
It's not.
-{ missing you 2/05/2007 05:58:00 pm }-
Saturday, February 03, 2007
- Work rant -
Since most of you guys have ranted on about work, I shall do the same today.
Rant!! I had this major argument with one of the chefs today! 'Cos the fucking piece of shit yelled at me 'cos of his stoopid impatience! I mean, in the end when he found out I did nothing wrong, he went quiet and I was soooooooooooo mad. And how do you ask me to work under the circumstances? I couldn't! Nobody could work when they're pisssed off. And how do you ask everybody to get along? You can't. But I'm not the only one with the problem with him. EVERYONE else does as well. That's why, which I found out today, that tomorrow will be his last day.
Thank fucking god.
Rant!! I had this major argument with one of the chefs today! 'Cos the fucking piece of shit yelled at me 'cos of his stoopid impatience! I mean, in the end when he found out I did nothing wrong, he went quiet and I was soooooooooooo mad. And how do you ask me to work under the circumstances? I couldn't! Nobody could work when they're pisssed off. And how do you ask everybody to get along? You can't. But I'm not the only one with the problem with him. EVERYONE else does as well. That's why, which I found out today, that tomorrow will be his last day.
Thank fucking god.
-{ missing you 2/03/2007 10:42:00 pm }-
Friday, February 02, 2007
- M-m-m-m-Muffins! -
I've decided to make muffins. I have the recipe and I'll probably start to make them early next week since I'm missing quite a few ingredients. Yay! I had a sudden craving for muffins and you'd think the easiest way to do things is to buy some muffins yeah? But no, I would like to actually bake something for once.
Mum said that I'm only doing this so when I move out, I wont have to buy muffins and can just make them when I feel like it. Yeah.. she knows about my plan. What she doesn't know is that I'm real serious about it and she doesn't know where I'm going yet. I told her that so she'll get all curious and worked up about it. Even I don't know anything.... (I don't ever know anything, remember?) so I'm going to be real subtle about it until she breaks and gives me this 'you-don't-have-to-move-out' lecture. I need to figure everything out before my plan actaully works. I don't know when, I don't know where. But for mothers' sake, I will pretend like I have a plan. :))
Yay, it's February. I just want time to go nice and quickly like last year.
Things to look forward to:
-Mich and Caz are coming back!!!
Things not to look forward to:
-uni.
Mum said that I'm only doing this so when I move out, I wont have to buy muffins and can just make them when I feel like it. Yeah.. she knows about my plan. What she doesn't know is that I'm real serious about it and she doesn't know where I'm going yet. I told her that so she'll get all curious and worked up about it. Even I don't know anything.... (I don't ever know anything, remember?) so I'm going to be real subtle about it until she breaks and gives me this 'you-don't-have-to-move-out' lecture. I need to figure everything out before my plan actaully works. I don't know when, I don't know where. But for mothers' sake, I will pretend like I have a plan. :))
Yay, it's February. I just want time to go nice and quickly like last year.
Things to look forward to:
-Mich and Caz are coming back!!!
Things not to look forward to:
-uni.
-{ missing you 2/02/2007 01:54:00 pm }-
Thursday, February 01, 2007
- Arms race in space? -
I still don't understand what that's meant to mean.
"China insists it is committed to the peaceful use of space but Washington and Tokyo have said the test undermined efforts to keep weapons out of space." (Online news)
I was wondering... how about trying to keep weapons that can shoot up into space out of earth.. if possible? If you want to read the article, be my guest. [article] Hehe, I didn't finish it.
I'm bored shitless. And my resort is my blog. Everyone's been NOT updating their blog and apologising for their lack of updates and then try to make up for it by posting ONE blog. I've been finding that funny. Even Xiaxue did it. Oh wait, I'm sorry. Her name is Wendy. *majorly sarcastic voice*
Well I'm actually eating my dinner, but because there is no one to eat with me, I've come to accompany the pc. My mother's giving me the silent treatment again.. and I don't know what I could've done. In the last three hours or so... I took a nap? Yeah that's right. You see, I thought I'd be home to have dinner more this week since in the last few weeks I haven't. If I wasn't working then I was out or having dinner with one of you guys, or doing something that required skipping mother's home cooked meals. So it's explainable why she get pissed off. But now that I am home, what else does she have to get pissed off about?? She bloody WANTS to pick a fight with me! So what are my options, really?
Stay AWAY from home. I swear to god, I'm not the rebellious type. But she makes everyone think I am!!! Just 'cos I didn't fuckin' rebel in my teenage years. Maybe she's just trying to push it out of me.
"China insists it is committed to the peaceful use of space but Washington and Tokyo have said the test undermined efforts to keep weapons out of space." (Online news)
I was wondering... how about trying to keep weapons that can shoot up into space out of earth.. if possible? If you want to read the article, be my guest. [article] Hehe, I didn't finish it.
I'm bored shitless. And my resort is my blog. Everyone's been NOT updating their blog and apologising for their lack of updates and then try to make up for it by posting ONE blog. I've been finding that funny. Even Xiaxue did it. Oh wait, I'm sorry. Her name is Wendy. *majorly sarcastic voice*
Well I'm actually eating my dinner, but because there is no one to eat with me, I've come to accompany the pc. My mother's giving me the silent treatment again.. and I don't know what I could've done. In the last three hours or so... I took a nap? Yeah that's right. You see, I thought I'd be home to have dinner more this week since in the last few weeks I haven't. If I wasn't working then I was out or having dinner with one of you guys, or doing something that required skipping mother's home cooked meals. So it's explainable why she get pissed off. But now that I am home, what else does she have to get pissed off about?? She bloody WANTS to pick a fight with me! So what are my options, really?
Stay AWAY from home. I swear to god, I'm not the rebellious type. But she makes everyone think I am!!! Just 'cos I didn't fuckin' rebel in my teenage years. Maybe she's just trying to push it out of me.
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Avril Lavigne in a different look... so much prettier now.
~Keep holding on - So far away; I wish you were here; Before it's too late; This could all disappear; Before the door's closed; And it comes to an end
-{ missing you 2/01/2007 05:55:00 pm }-