Friday, April 25, 2008

- lag -

Are you tired? I'm tired. I think it's part of getting old. Or maybe my system doesn't do late nights anymore. I'll tell ya who's old though. Caroline has turned 21 today. Happy birthday sweeet Caarolinee.

So so tired. Can't keep my mind focused on exam study.

Bah. Let's start the hibernation NOW.

I mean, tomorrow. Today is Tiff's 21st also.
-{ missing you 4/25/2008 02:01:00 pm }-

Monday, April 21, 2008

- when we do the things we do -

Sometimes you don't mean to hurt the people you care about. It's just human nature that we put ourselves in front of others. We put our feelings and wants and needs in front of other peoples feelings and wants and needs. Maybe I should've cared more then. Maybe I should've thought about what I said, the things I did. But now, it's all too late, because it's all come back to hurt me. And maybe it's all the same, we know we don't mean to. But it's happening and you do hurt people, regardless of whether you know it or not.

It doesn't help to realise it now and sit here and just blog about it. Makes it hurt even more. But what can you do. Realise it, put it behind you because you care for these people and don't want to lose them - and just move on.

Breathe, and move on. Pray for a happier day.
-{ missing you 4/21/2008 02:20:00 pm }-