Tuesday, May 13, 2008
- p.s i miss you -
Maybe I could blog. Maybe I could upload those pictures and blog. Maybe I could just sit here and stare down this empty space until the words suddenly fill up. Fill up with crap you say?
Indeed, we have been very muchly emo these days, indeed it could just be pre-menstrual stress. But I think not, or maybe it's just that our life is one big PMS. Sometimes we just cant come to terms and grasp the idea that is the present, and continuously search for a past that we can surface to the the present.
Sometimes it's just a "Hi," sometimes it's nothing at all. We are all to emo indeedy. Why can't things just be normal, you say. What's normal? Sometime's I like the silences. But I remembered the way you used to laugh. I remembered the way you used to care. I'm scared because I can't see any of it at all anymore, and that no matter how much I try to make you laugh again, I'm only making you cry even more.
Why are we so emo? We're young adults for Christ's sake.
I think, I think, sometimes, I'd like to visit you last year when we had fun, and leave the present comfort, just trade it all for one night. Those many one nights we had..
Indeed, we have been very muchly emo these days, indeed it could just be pre-menstrual stress. But I think not, or maybe it's just that our life is one big PMS. Sometimes we just cant come to terms and grasp the idea that is the present, and continuously search for a past that we can surface to the the present.
Sometimes it's just a "Hi," sometimes it's nothing at all. We are all to emo indeedy. Why can't things just be normal, you say. What's normal? Sometime's I like the silences. But I remembered the way you used to laugh. I remembered the way you used to care. I'm scared because I can't see any of it at all anymore, and that no matter how much I try to make you laugh again, I'm only making you cry even more.
Why are we so emo? We're young adults for Christ's sake.
I think, I think, sometimes, I'd like to visit you last year when we had fun, and leave the present comfort, just trade it all for one night. Those many one nights we had..
-{ missing you 5/13/2008 03:07:00 pm }-