Saturday, June 21, 2008
- timeless and running nowhere in particular -
Yep, I know I'm free, but it bugs me that I could possibly fail one of the two units and have to come back again and show my shameful face after telling everyone that I'm done.
So what I do, is tell myself I have this to look forward to...

CORONA's FTW!!! Can you see the excitement?
Retarded F4, besides Noelle..
*gasp* IS SHE coming on to me??? Ed, you better keep an eye on this one..
So what I do, is tell myself I have this to look forward to...
CORONA's FTW!!! Can you see the excitement?
Ahh, yes, the attention!
Oh lord!! It was just a peck on the cheek! I SWEAR!
"Juk go shihpo?"
Ali says "I do!" There are more violent pictures, but I thought we could save them and send them to Quentin Tarantino and Mish can be in the next Kill Bill..
AHahaha! I knew she had a thing for me!!!
SOOOO.. I'm looking forward to it guys. DON'T LET ME DIE. JUK GO SHIHPO?? *shakes fist*
-{ missing you 6/21/2008 08:24:00 pm }-
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
- you will never know -
I can see the pain living in your eyes..
Why did you ever think of the bigger picture and not just that your friends couldn't see you with him? You've missed your chance and now it's time to let go.
I can feel your heart and I sympathise. And I'll never criticise.
It's not because I hate you. I just envy the pursuit. I envy that you're still around.
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but ..goodbye.
When life presents you with a choice, you make your decision and then you move on. You don't linger and you don't try to look for nostalgia. You take your choice and you make the best of what you have.
There was not much she could do after she found out he was gone. All she can do is sit there in front of her computer screen and wish and pray and dream for someone that will never come her way.
Say goodbye.
Why did you ever think of the bigger picture and not just that your friends couldn't see you with him? You've missed your chance and now it's time to let go.
I can feel your heart and I sympathise. And I'll never criticise.
It's not because I hate you. I just envy the pursuit. I envy that you're still around.
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but ..goodbye.
When life presents you with a choice, you make your decision and then you move on. You don't linger and you don't try to look for nostalgia. You take your choice and you make the best of what you have.
There was not much she could do after she found out he was gone. All she can do is sit there in front of her computer screen and wish and pray and dream for someone that will never come her way.
Say goodbye.
-{ missing you 6/18/2008 05:10:00 pm }-
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
- what if's -
As she stands there chatting with her friend's, reminiscing that holiday they just had back in early 2008, she wonders.. what if..?
What if she had said yes to him? She thinks so what if I got my Chanel diamond studded necklace, so what if I look hot with my Burberry clutch, she never thought that maybe saying yes to him could've made her happier. She thought, she had wonderful friends, she had the attention of all the boys, but something was missing.
But she missed her chances when he gave it to her so many times. And so many times she was busy. Of all people why was she busy when he had asked her out? He made her feel more than special, more than beautiful, more than wanted. But there was something in her that made her whisper, instead of professing loud and clear, yes, I want to be yours. Take me away.
But he was tired and weary. He knew she was a princess beyond his reaches and she treated him as a friend which was more than he could've hoped for. But he was tired and weary. She had made a fool of him, and it didn't matter how much he still liked her, he couldn't find it in him to ask her out once more.
Times pass, people change. And she's walking down the street wondering what it would be like to be walking hand in hand with him.
If only she spoke up. If only she wasn't busy. If only he asked her out just once more..
周杰伦 - 我不配
What if she had said yes to him? She thinks so what if I got my Chanel diamond studded necklace, so what if I look hot with my Burberry clutch, she never thought that maybe saying yes to him could've made her happier. She thought, she had wonderful friends, she had the attention of all the boys, but something was missing.
But she missed her chances when he gave it to her so many times. And so many times she was busy. Of all people why was she busy when he had asked her out? He made her feel more than special, more than beautiful, more than wanted. But there was something in her that made her whisper, instead of professing loud and clear, yes, I want to be yours. Take me away.
But he was tired and weary. He knew she was a princess beyond his reaches and she treated him as a friend which was more than he could've hoped for. But he was tired and weary. She had made a fool of him, and it didn't matter how much he still liked her, he couldn't find it in him to ask her out once more.
Times pass, people change. And she's walking down the street wondering what it would be like to be walking hand in hand with him.
If only she spoke up. If only she wasn't busy. If only he asked her out just once more..
周杰伦 - 我不配
-{ missing you 6/11/2008 05:36:00 pm }-
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Sometimes I don't understand. You are like a maze to me. Do you purposely lose me so you can save me?
-{ missing you 6/07/2008 05:05:00 pm }-
Thursday, June 05, 2008
- Where am I now? -
"So Lisa, what have you been up to?"
*smirks* "Why, I'm glad you asked. *ahyuk hyuk hyuk* I, have finished up my tertiary education. Yes that's right. No more SCHOOL."
Wednesday. I thought I would end it with my last bus trip down to uni. But I woke up late after doing my LAST last minute assignment/presentation the night before, and sleeping at 3.30am. 3am's FTW! not. So I drove. And went to my last class ever. To give my chinese presentation, in Chinese. And boy did it suck. But who cares. LAST presentation (at uni) EVER.
Then I ran around James oval wearing plastic bags on my feet and a potato sack screaming, 'Screw you, Wang-ka! You suck!' before realising that he'll be marking my exam.
I spent the rest of the day with Ed as it was our 6months the day before, which we had to postpone. Boy was it a long, tiring but fun day. Then rushed home, shower, sleep and wake up at 4.45am for another day of fun!
n.b -sarcasm- I had to work.
So now I'm still tired and realised nobody has bothered (could probably be because everyone is busy studying? SIF study ya lazy mofos) to update their blog and even though I keep promising photo's which never come, I update HER anyway.
What has university done for me? It's done so much for me and I'm glad I took the path into UWA. Other than that, thanks to stupidass Communications, I'll probably never get a job. Well, I was thinking about going into a reflections. But I stand by my point that uni life is overrated. What is actually great is post teen life. And everything and everyone that effects your judgment to think logically. People power, peer pressure and sweet sweet alcohol.
Like, remember when 唱K was innocent, pretending like we knew how to sing Chinese? And then when, HS, HF, A all mixed together and it became this wonderful new cocktail that turned us pro-camwhores-posers-corona drinkers who could sing every newest c-pop song on the list? Yeah...
And remember when Metro's was like, err.. eewww grossness with the grabbing and pinching and drinking and god-eww sticky floors and omg-i got black shit all over my pants- and wth-my ears are ringing- (I'm referring to myself)? Oh the innocence! And then came HF, A, MISHNCAZ, all mixed together and turned Metros into - 'yeah, metz is like my home mann', with the tequila's and the vodkas and the B-52's and the B-151's and the french pussy's and the HAWT dancefloor and the new love for stalking JJ (mishie's influence) and the upstairs smoking are and the getting into metz with thongs and a cardy (like, I told you it was my home) and the getting kicked out and the Allied Health ? Oh the shame!
Now I gots no uni and I'm supposed to start working. Where's my home now? I always thought that working peoples was too old to club. Well, that got to me fast. There's still plenty in life to enjoy. Like sports and outdoor leisure activities and ..
SIF tell me to quit 唱K!!!!!!! KTV for life biatches! Which reminds me I have new songs to sing SO HINT HINT guys. Let's go already. With the coronas, with the FFL's and with the F4 lovin'..
peace y'all :P
*smirks* "Why, I'm glad you asked. *ahyuk hyuk hyuk* I, have finished up my tertiary education. Yes that's right. No more SCHOOL."
Wednesday. I thought I would end it with my last bus trip down to uni. But I woke up late after doing my LAST last minute assignment/presentation the night before, and sleeping at 3.30am. 3am's FTW! not. So I drove. And went to my last class ever. To give my chinese presentation, in Chinese. And boy did it suck. But who cares. LAST presentation (at uni) EVER.
Then I ran around James oval wearing plastic bags on my feet and a potato sack screaming, 'Screw you, Wang-ka! You suck!' before realising that he'll be marking my exam.
I spent the rest of the day with Ed as it was our 6months the day before, which we had to postpone. Boy was it a long, tiring but fun day. Then rushed home, shower, sleep and wake up at 4.45am for another day of fun!
n.b -sarcasm- I had to work.
So now I'm still tired and realised nobody has bothered (could probably be because everyone is busy studying? SIF study ya lazy mofos) to update their blog and even though I keep promising photo's which never come, I update HER anyway.
What has university done for me? It's done so much for me and I'm glad I took the path into UWA. Other than that, thanks to stupidass Communications, I'll probably never get a job. Well, I was thinking about going into a reflections. But I stand by my point that uni life is overrated. What is actually great is post teen life. And everything and everyone that effects your judgment to think logically. People power, peer pressure and sweet sweet alcohol.
Like, remember when 唱K was innocent, pretending like we knew how to sing Chinese? And then when, HS, HF, A all mixed together and it became this wonderful new cocktail that turned us pro-camwhores-posers-corona drinkers who could sing every newest c-pop song on the list? Yeah...
And remember when Metro's was like, err.. eewww grossness with the grabbing and pinching and drinking and god-eww sticky floors and omg-i got black shit all over my pants- and wth-my ears are ringing- (I'm referring to myself)? Oh the innocence! And then came HF, A, MISHNCAZ, all mixed together and turned Metros into - 'yeah, metz is like my home mann', with the tequila's and the vodkas and the B-52's and the B-151's and the french pussy's and the HAWT dancefloor and the new love for stalking JJ (mishie's influence) and the upstairs smoking are and the getting into metz with thongs and a cardy (like, I told you it was my home) and the getting kicked out and the Allied Health ? Oh the shame!
Now I gots no uni and I'm supposed to start working. Where's my home now? I always thought that working peoples was too old to club. Well, that got to me fast. There's still plenty in life to enjoy. Like sports and outdoor leisure activities and ..
SIF tell me to quit 唱K!!!!!!! KTV for life biatches! Which reminds me I have new songs to sing SO HINT HINT guys. Let's go already. With the coronas, with the FFL's and with the F4 lovin'..
peace y'all :P
-{ missing you 6/05/2008 03:33:00 pm }-