Thursday, July 31, 2008
- Broken Hearts -
Broken Hearts
Coincidentally, it is all I see on my Facebook news feed. Was I too naive too see that there was more than meets the eye of a happy arm-in-arm couple; or that the world revolves on the axis of broken hearts?
I couldn't help to notice people around me, friends and friends alike, have ended their relationships, whether it was 6 months or 6 years into the relationship. And how does this effect me? I just lose a little faith in love each time I hear of a break-up. But when I do hear that some couples patch things up and make things right again, I see a little silver lining on that heavy rain cloud. I wish people would get back together again. Not for my sake, but for a hope that it is LOVE that makes the world go round, not broken hearts. Because I believe that there are many people in this world that need some love in their life. They are living in a facade of satisfaction that they don't need hope or love or friendship and they find that the further they are from it all, the easier their life would be.
But it creates a bitter sweet creature inside of them that is hidden by a twitch of a smile. They leave a trail of a sort of pungent odour, and it effects all those who follow behind, trying to chase after the innocent child, who once knew how to live/love, from within the shallow depths of the creature.
I think we all need a confidence boost. With confidence, many things are possible.
-{ missing you 7/31/2008 05:13:00 pm }-
- try this for suckyness. -
Try this for suckyness
I'm going shopping tonight. Even though I'm not supposed to be making any more excess expenditure....
...speaking of which..
I want..
mmm....
我要这些， 可以吗？
Heeheehee.. lalalalala.-{ missing you 7/31/2008 03:38:00 pm }-
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
- lisa misses her titles already =( -
LISA MISSES HER TITLES ALREADY=(
Looks like somebody did a major update! I stuffed up on on the chatterbox thing, but its ok. I realise I still like all things teeny-boppy, that's why this blog is like this. I'm not going to pretend I'm not by uploading some boring template when I love uber cool templates like this.
This took the whole morning.. I was initially job searching, but there haven't been any good jobs. I don't think I'm up for promotions.. I'm just so undecided whether as to plan my holiday or not. Parents are pressuring me to find out what my end-of-year plans are, mum isn't too keen on me living at home by myself after multiple displays of forgetfulness which she thinks could lead to me one day forgetting to turn of the stove and blowing the whole house to smitherines.
I might go have some lunch now..
Our big tv broked! It better be fixed and back home before Olympics!!
-{ missing you 7/30/2008 12:39:00 pm }-
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
- 唱不唱？ -
One day, we went to 唱 K,
Good food (peking duck)
Good music (Jay Chou)
Good company ( MishnNol pigging out)
What a perfect day =))
My getting old is creeping closer..
So like.. if you need a paint brush or something, don't ask noelle for it.
This is what she gives me.-{ missing you 7/29/2008 03:12:00 pm }-
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
- Somehow -
Somehow, I have all this time in the world. And all I'm doing is sitting in front of the computer watching Grey's Anatomy online with my capped internet, whilst tagging all my photo's. AND I'm still in my pj's with a robe on cos it's frickin' freezing in this house of mine. There's many a things I could be doing but I'm doing this instead because it requires less effort and I don't have to move around. Which is probably the reason why I'm freezing my butt off.
I'm supposed to go out and buy some groceries, but I'm not. I'm supposed to do my washing, but I'm not. I'm supposed to tidy my room, but I'm not. I'm supposed to write my resume, but I'm not. Dirty breakfast plates and cups are still sitting on this table beside the computer, and it is 12.11pm.
I am a slob. *cries* I think this is my next goal to change. I've changed my sleeping pattern, yes, with somewhat a little regret but yes, and now I think I need to change my domestic behavioural patterns. Because in ten years time, I won't have a husband!
I better get off the computer and start my to do list.. gah!!
I'm supposed to go out and buy some groceries, but I'm not. I'm supposed to do my washing, but I'm not. I'm supposed to tidy my room, but I'm not. I'm supposed to write my resume, but I'm not. Dirty breakfast plates and cups are still sitting on this table beside the computer, and it is 12.11pm.
I am a slob. *cries* I think this is my next goal to change. I've changed my sleeping pattern, yes, with somewhat a little regret but yes, and now I think I need to change my domestic behavioural patterns. Because in ten years time, I won't have a husband!
I better get off the computer and start my to do list.. gah!!
-{ missing you 7/02/2008 12:07:00 pm }-
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
- Chatter-box -
B-gah! What a weekend!! Fun's been had, scarves been lost, people've been damaged and you have been annoying!
Joking lah.
However, it is true that some people's actions irrelevant to my sake, has annoyed the shit out of me. They are annoying everyone too but they're all too nice of a friend to say it. Friends ay?
My weekend consisted of Darren's 21st at Onyx which we coincidentally bumped into Fel Bel WHICH was almost totally awesome beside the fact that I got sleepy and went home at 11.45pm; and the traditional post exam KTV and MEtroz. Onyx was good, only I said like three words to Darren ("Happy Birthday Darren!") but saw a lot of old highschool people there that night. The con of the night would've been having forced to say hi to this prick I never talked to when I used to go to chink school. He was a friend of a friend that you would know (which will be left unnamed) and he was the most pathetic guy ever. Anyway, made no effort to try and be his friend, but we all knew who each other were. Especially when he crashed my higschool and demoted himself a year since all the AZNs were a year below us (which I'm trying to say he is our age [1987]).
ANYWAY, so I saw this OTHER girl at Onyx who I also used to go to chink school with who quit when she was 11ish and came back at 16.. where she befriended this jackass. So she turns around and says to me,
"So, you remember K.....? He went to Chinese school with us?"
*both of us give blank expressions to each other, pretending to have forgotten*
"Come on guys! Chinese school!"
*Her second attempt forced us to reluctantly give each other a very slight nod of the head.*
And then I just turned my back. I was NOT going to make conversation with a dipshit like him. Nothing presonal against him. I just really don't like piano keys like him. And I knew I shouldn't have told everyone the first letter of his name (norshouldisaythathelivesinmysuburbandthathewenttochurchlandsbeforemshs) but I'm a cold hearted bitch. HAHAHHAHA. I couldn't give a fuck if you knew who it was.
The ultimate Saturday night consisted of dinner (with hs friends) kTv (at HS) and crappy crappy CRAPPY METROS!!!! IT was packed to the frickin ceiling and I did not like it one bit. WAsted fucking $15 on entry. Went for one fucking hour.
Maybe I used to like it crowded then, probably because I was drunk off my face that I would rely on the crowdedness to keep me standing up straight (ahem, Allied Health). But that's just not my thing anymore. That was like, the final straw.
Who want's to join me in my cause to say ' NO TO METROS" ?? It's a good cause. All donations go to Lisa's pockets.
I'm going to start lounging more. Good wine (or cocktails), good food and good company. Who want's to be my good company? On the upside, I bought Ed the Entertainment book so we will be up and running about getting our free meals from as many places as we can, whilst trying to stay financially stable. I have a fear that my holiday at the end of the year is not looking to good. .
The following is going to be planed for the next few weeks:
- Ciao Italias
- Hana BBQ, wherever the heck it moved to.
- Rock (wall) climbing
- Spice lounge/Minq
- Food and Games at Ed's, which really is just food and gambling. Mahjong FTW! We have collected a billion 5c pieces for you to gamble. Because we're not promoting excessive gambling, oh no we're not.
Hope to see people there!
Tata darlings!
Joking lah.
However, it is true that some people's actions irrelevant to my sake, has annoyed the shit out of me. They are annoying everyone too but they're all too nice of a friend to say it. Friends ay?
My weekend consisted of Darren's 21st at Onyx which we coincidentally bumped into Fel Bel WHICH was almost totally awesome beside the fact that I got sleepy and went home at 11.45pm; and the traditional post exam KTV and MEtroz. Onyx was good, only I said like three words to Darren ("Happy Birthday Darren!") but saw a lot of old highschool people there that night. The con of the night would've been having forced to say hi to this prick I never talked to when I used to go to chink school. He was a friend of a friend that you would know (which will be left unnamed) and he was the most pathetic guy ever. Anyway, made no effort to try and be his friend, but we all knew who each other were. Especially when he crashed my higschool and demoted himself a year since all the AZNs were a year below us (which I'm trying to say he is our age [1987]).
ANYWAY, so I saw this OTHER girl at Onyx who I also used to go to chink school with who quit when she was 11ish and came back at 16.. where she befriended this jackass. So she turns around and says to me,
"So, you remember K.....? He went to Chinese school with us?"
*both of us give blank expressions to each other, pretending to have forgotten*
"Come on guys! Chinese school!"
*Her second attempt forced us to reluctantly give each other a very slight nod of the head.*
And then I just turned my back. I was NOT going to make conversation with a dipshit like him. Nothing presonal against him. I just really don't like piano keys like him. And I knew I shouldn't have told everyone the first letter of his name (norshouldisaythathelivesinmysuburbandthathewenttochurchlandsbeforemshs) but I'm a cold hearted bitch. HAHAHHAHA. I couldn't give a fuck if you knew who it was.
The ultimate Saturday night consisted of dinner (with hs friends) kTv (at HS) and crappy crappy CRAPPY METROS!!!! IT was packed to the frickin ceiling and I did not like it one bit. WAsted fucking $15 on entry. Went for one fucking hour.
Maybe I used to like it crowded then, probably because I was drunk off my face that I would rely on the crowdedness to keep me standing up straight (ahem, Allied Health). But that's just not my thing anymore. That was like, the final straw.
Who want's to join me in my cause to say ' NO TO METROS" ?? It's a good cause. All donations go to Lisa's pockets.
I'm going to start lounging more. Good wine (or cocktails), good food and good company. Who want's to be my good company? On the upside, I bought Ed the Entertainment book so we will be up and running about getting our free meals from as many places as we can, whilst trying to stay financially stable. I have a fear that my holiday at the end of the year is not looking to good. .
The following is going to be planed for the next few weeks:
- Ciao Italias
- Hana BBQ, wherever the heck it moved to.
- Rock (wall) climbing
- Spice lounge/Minq
- Food and Games at Ed's, which really is just food and gambling. Mahjong FTW! We have collected a billion 5c pieces for you to gamble. Because we're not promoting excessive gambling, oh no we're not.
Hope to see people there!
Tata darlings!
-{ missing you 7/01/2008 01:55:00 pm }-