Tuesday, June 09, 2009
- Dear readers... -
Dear readers...
Does anyone go through my archives? Silly question. Of course not. I have been doing so the past two nights. Do you remember what I used to blog? Back in the days when it used to be interesting, filled with life and drama and controversies I created for myself. It seems like the older I get the more I hate my writing. And I've already said this before somewhere. Somewhere where I have read even earlier material... so why do I stress on the past? Why can I never let it go?
I looked through old photos tonight. The clothes worn, the drinks had, the fun that lasted the night... I miss the days. I miss all those conversations about nothing, about everything, about love lost and love won, about friends, about enemies. Why can't I just let go of the past?
Why am I running back to Korean melody? Why has everything changed to where we are now? I don't want to let go of the past because it's my most precious gem of all, my diamonds. My life, my story, my everything. Every night I go to sleep thinking I'm about to lose them to life, to everything that I've succcumbed to.
When did I become such a drama queen? What happened to the pop princess?
Oh my god, do you know how much I miss you?
you have no. idea.
_listening to: Reset - Super Junior
Does anyone go through my archives? Silly question. Of course not. I have been doing so the past two nights. Do you remember what I used to blog? Back in the days when it used to be interesting, filled with life and drama and controversies I created for myself. It seems like the older I get the more I hate my writing. And I've already said this before somewhere. Somewhere where I have read even earlier material... so why do I stress on the past? Why can I never let it go?
I looked through old photos tonight. The clothes worn, the drinks had, the fun that lasted the night... I miss the days. I miss all those conversations about nothing, about everything, about love lost and love won, about friends, about enemies. Why can't I just let go of the past?
Why am I running back to Korean melody? Why has everything changed to where we are now? I don't want to let go of the past because it's my most precious gem of all, my diamonds. My life, my story, my everything. Every night I go to sleep thinking I'm about to lose them to life, to everything that I've succcumbed to.
When did I become such a drama queen? What happened to the pop princess?
Oh my god, do you know how much I miss you?
you have no. idea.
_listening to: Reset - Super Junior
-{ missing you 6/09/2009 11:06:00 pm }-
Monday, June 08, 2009
- baybee in the summertime... -
Baybee in the Summertime...
Photo's from Caroline's Tubin' 22nd Birthday bash. It was an awesome change to cocktails and lounges, even though dressing up is fun. You'd think sitting in a tube being pulled along the river behind a boat is nothing - but it was freakin' awesome, even when we weren't going full speed :P
These were the first batch to take to ride and show us noobs how it's done! They looked awesome! So fearless and brave..
Whilst they were jetting off, I cam-whored. In the name of Narcissism&Vanity, I totally love my hair. But my sunnies reflected everything on the other side of this photo! Ed didn't tube.. he was scared of the jelly fish, weren't you Ed!
There was food too, although.. food was not the agenda, especially when the first crew came back....
Birthday gal! Caz.. oh dear Caz.. hahaha.. erm. Moving on...
...So the first crew came back and poor Will felt sick. And meanie ol' me took a pic. No Will, I wasn't trying to look up your shorts, sorry!
More cam-whoring..
Team awesome!.. Ok.. more like team-shit-scared-of-flippin'-and-getting-eaten-by-jelly-fish. We screamed all the way for no goddamn reason and we didn't flip over!
"Oh no! There's a jelly fish stuck up my butt!" OK. That wasn't very flattering. There was no jellyfish up my arse. There wasn't even a hole in the tube, it's un-holey so your bum is protected for skimming the water. And yet all the waves and bumping around still hurted my backside. I got air too! That was fkn scary. I almost landed on top of Cat..
Birthday gal! Caz.. oh dear Caz.. hahaha.. erm. Moving on......So the first crew came back and poor Will felt sick. And meanie ol' me took a pic. No Will, I wasn't trying to look up your shorts, sorry!More cam-whoring..Team awesome!.. Ok.. more like team-shit-scared-of-flippin'-and-getting-eaten-by-jelly-fish. We screamed all the way for no goddamn reason and we didn't flip over!"Oh no! There's a jelly fish stuck up my butt!" OK. That wasn't very flattering. There was no jellyfish up my arse. There wasn't even a hole in the tube, it's un-holey so your bum is protected for skimming the water. And yet all the waves and bumping around still hurted my backside. I got air too! That was fkn scary. I almost landed on top of Cat.. It was good. But maybe I won't try it again I think.
5 more days 'til Summer sun. Yaaaaayyy.
5 more days 'til Summer sun. Yaaaaayyy.
-{ missing you 6/08/2009 09:26:00 pm }-
Sunday, June 07, 2009
- Winter Wonderland -
WinTer WonderLand
I see Winter come out of my mouth when I am breathing in the cold night. It is a shade of grey; unclear and misty.
It is cold. And it is June. It is, winter =)
11.24pm
-{ missing you 6/07/2009 11:21:00 pm }-
- So yesterday -
So Yesterday
Straight hair is so yesterday. That's why I've finally got around to perming my hair. And it turned out for the better. I almost thought it was going to be a mess. But it's all good :))
In other news, I am jet-setting to Singapore on Sunday, for four days. That's right, just four days, just to get away from Perth cos it's sucky so badly, I'm almost ashamed. I wanted to not tell anyone and see if anyone noticed I was MIA. But I didn't want a scolding from Friends&Co. Because I wouldn't like it if my friend did that to me intentionally. So a pre-emptive 'sowie!*cute face*' to Friends&Co.
And I know everyone's on exam week - jiayou!fighting!ajaaja! - so most likely won't see anyone until after exams! Study hard guys.
And one more thing, I think mishnosh will be proud - I was at work and this 10 year-old girl (colleagues daughter) starts chit-chatting to me about some song called Sorry Sorry, and she made me watch the video clip which to my surprise was Super Junior! How can a 10yo introduce me to Suju? That's just insane. Well. I like that song. Hehe. Mishie is that the song on your msn nick? I've been meaning to ask you for a long long time...
-{ missing you 6/07/2009 04:36:00 pm }-