Sunday, July 26, 2009
Oh, the vanity! Metros last night = one good night. Where it used to never fail as the place to BE, is now struggling to have consistent 'good nights'.
Yesternight, was one of those good nights. As Yeeyang and I were approaching Metros, we were bitching our face off about how crap the night will be. Put simply, there was good music and good company. The simple ingredients that make a good night.
3 hours on the dancefloor; I've never danced so much in my entire life. I have thought about this a lot: when I say I'm seriously too old for this clubbing stuff, I mean the physical! 3 hours of non-stop dancing - I couldn't stand straight! No, it wasn't the alcohol, I am responsible (comes with the age). I was short of breath toward the end of the night, that I had to sit down. I think I told Yeeyang I was going to find a friend, then realised - what friend? I was NOT going to walk the flight of stairs all the way to the roof top for 'fresh air' because I will DIE on those stairs. SO I just sat down! Sorry Yeeyang! Didn't want to pull you away...lol. I sat there for 5 minutes. No it's not sad. I was too tired to care.
The night ended at about 3am and we walked into the side of a taxi on the way to the car! Well, good thing it wasn't in front of it right? Still good, still alive...
Buggered out. I wish every night was fun like that. When I'm not with B of course ;)
Monday, July 20, 2009
- @_@ -
Talk about a K.O.! Yesterday I went to meet Sarah for brunch at Dome. As we were eating and chatting, I started to feel queasy, like I was going to throw up. So I excused my self and headed straight to the toilets. But just as I got to the door I couldn't quite feel my legs anymore and it kind of went dark, like someone slowly switching the light of in your head until it was all dimmed out. The next thing I heard was a *bang*thud* and I woke up to a bunch of people 2 inches away from my face. I heard the words ambulance and first aid and I remember shaking my head. I also remembered worrying about lying on the dirty floor. Apparently I fell kneeling, hence the bruise on my knee. I also banged my head the the corner of a table, which at the time I couldn't figure out where on my head I banged it. People panicked because they thought I was unconscious. I've found the bruise on my head.
Now I'll be too embarrassed to step into Dome for a good while! Oh yeah, so I'm off work today to go get myself checked out. There better be something wrong with me or else I took a sickie for nothing!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
- Flaws and all -
I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet you see the picture clear as day
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I need
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
Don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
Catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
You, you, you
Sometimes I forget how good you are to me. Sometimes I forget I have good things in life. All I do is fill my eyes with tears. And all those times I thought you put me down, you were only trying to make me stronger. I took you for granted, I doubted you, I made decisions - all of which only made you stand beside me longer, love me more and you never let me go.
I will show you that I'm worthy. I will show you that I'm faithful. I will show you that our little world only needs to be just you - and - me, B.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
- grassy bums -
One thing we take for granted: Nice sunny days in Winter. It was so lovely today. I moped as I sat near the window staring out at the cloudless sky. How I longed to be in boots, a skirt and a warm knit, shopping or strolling through the streets... the things we give up for work. You don't understand it until you've reached and experienced it. The days spent on James Oval I adored the most. University time is precious, even when you come out with a stupid degree. I'll never forget those grass-bum days d(^.^)b_Y
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