Sunday, April 25, 2010
- Fuckdamncrap -
After Allied, I attended Jam Fest which was quite awesome in it's own way. Firstly, it was definitely much less insane compared to Future MF. And it was especially helpful to know more than 50% of the music and songs there. Mish and I sat the first half and then went down to the floor for the second half. Luckily it wasn't excessively wild down there and it was great. Loved it.
Work has been tough these few weeks and I've been staying 'til the sun goes down. And by then it gets scary and dark.
I finally got my SE Vivaz. It's kinda cool. At first I was all noob and 'I hate this shit! New technology can go kiss my ass! Give me back my buttons!!!', but now it's getting a little better.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
- Allied Health 2010 -
Needless to say, this year's Allied was great. Epic, almost. There were many good moments from the night ranging from old feelings, new feelings, proud feelings and alcoholic feelings. I think there were definitely less friends in the house that night, but luckily that didn't effect much.
Pictures less taken - although I didn't take any the first time around... To be honest with you, I'm finding it hard to actually explain the night as "well" as I did before. Things happened, but I guess not to me as such so my story would be rather fragmented.
We had our post-Allied de-brief and it was very limited to the amount of feelings shared compared to all the other times. Maybe it's the age thing again. Although I don't like to talk about the 'getting old' business anymore, I think we share less of our emotions as we age. It's more like recognising the naivety of our feelings and we become a little more embarrassed to speak of the petty emotion.
Allied Health never really played a part in my life yet I fail to understand why I can't detach myself away from it all. Something wants me to hold on to this feeling for just a little longer, because letting go means letting go of.. of what?
That night, I learnt how to say no to what I would've said yes. To (more) drinks, to stupidity, to idiots...wait, how many drinks did I have? Ok, maybe not the drinks thing, since I've always been a responsible drink-driv-er.
Toilet tales.
If only I could turn back time... I would wreak more havoc and have more fun.
Allied 2010 was a good night, a good end to a great story.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
- Eager Beaver -
I'm still excited from finding my AH'07 blog post - mann.. I really want to paste it all here... but, I won't waste the space. You can check it out for yourself in April 2007 archives =P
But what I will do is paste a few favourite paragraphs:
Time went by fast.
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Something something happened somewhere.. I did do some very stupid things. Not proud but don't care. Cos there will be no consequences. But the music just got better and better, I just can't remember it all. The best (and probs because I can remember) song was SEMI CHARMED LIFE! Like, YAY. I love that song.
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Then something something... and then fell into emotional crying stage and then GOT KICKED OUT.
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And then in the car ride home, it was phone calls to all the miss calls I had. One in particular was Mich's friend, I was ranting some bullshit off to him, very embarrassing. And then I called Darren 'cos Ling used his phone to call me. I think he got pissed off cos I asked who he was like .. 10 times before he handed the phone to Ling, whom I raved and ranted everything to her. Golly gosh.
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BAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Teenagers, what a bunch of dipshits.
Don't you just love the something something's? I should something something more often...teeheehee. And then the call from 'Michelle's friend'. This friend was actually Edmond's friend who was with Edmond at the time. Edmond also had just as much fun as I did *cheesy grin*. 2007 was my YEAR - nothing will ever be that sort of fun. So why AH'10? Even when AH'09 sucked?
Because I want to claim back my 'it's gonna be good'. I don't want my last AH to suck. Even if it may not be the last, it just has to be good. *Playing I've Got a Feeling for reassurance* I want things to stop ending badly, or stop ending on bad grounds. You want to keep the ball rolling and ease out of things knowing that you reached optimal satiation (the word 'satiation' being the only thing I learnt from Microeconomics 101).
So now, a good night means I won't be able to bring my new phone right? I'm supposed to get it on Friday, and I was thinking how cool it would be to abuse it at good ol' Metro, but.. apparently it's a slippery phone.. I don't want to epic fail my phone on day 1... sigh.
(An hour and a half later)
I got sidetracked by Shum goodness and LXD. You have GOT to check them out - Legion of Extraordinary Dancers. It is craaazy good. Love it.
That's me for tonight. See you... after AH!
L
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
- Autumn rain -
-____- I wish. It's cold and I'm getting really excited to go to bed because it'll be warm and nice. It's been a while since the I'm-bored-so-I'll-blog posts. Work for me has been extended until end of June, which is kind of a hurray! for me =)
Allied Health is this Friday... I wasn't looking forward to it.. and then I was.. and then I wasn't. Now I'm thinking back to my first AH.. way back in.. in... 2007? 3rd year uni? Has it been THAT friggin' long?!? *i'mnotoldi'mnotoldi'mnotold* What an event it was, and I bet there was a ...
*escapes and goes read 2007 archives*
LOL. I heart my old posts S2.
Mood: Fuckdamncrap <---I was soo funny!
*reading* I FOUND IT.... but I'm going to bed... I'll share later...tomorrow!
Sweet dreams y'all!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
- Damien Lockheart -
Nostalgia washes over me as I realise my blog is reaching it's 4th year this May.. how things have changed...
Friday, April 09, 2010
- Playing fair -
..and crush them. It's just so hard to understand why things happen which don't go in your favour. At times, there are karmic moments like spitting gum on the floor and the next moment you're sitting on fresh gum - that's a karmic moment. But there are so many other ambiguous happenings which just make you ponder aimlessly, about why they happen and why you care so much.
Unfortunately, I have many of these incidents - one of which I was being judged - for who I am. So I may swear more than I should, but who is to say I shouldn't? Joe Blogs and Jane Doe said that I swear quite often and it's just the way I am (and also said I was just being 'emo'). This was the response to Mary Lane who thought I was upset.
Being upset about this ordeal, I took it out on the messenger. I know that was wrong, but I couldn't wrap my head around this. *why so hurt?* So I swear... so what? I am emo, nothing wrong there. Was it because I was being singled out for swearing? Is it because these 'happy' people don't swear? Am I just being jealous of their constant happy lives who act like they live in fucking happy land? I want to be in happy land too if I could, but that's not happening because I'm living something called REALITY bitches.
It didn't take me long to calm down. But it's occured to me that I'm starting to worry about what others think of me again. And maybe it wasn't just THEM that was bothering me, it was ME that was bothering me. I need to be OK with me, and deep down in all honesty...swearing was never my thing. A few years ago it rolled off the tongue too easily, but I know for a fact, it doesn't anymore. People who know me can vouch for that. AND I did it because I wanted to. Maybe I was angry because my change hasn't been acknowledged. Especially when I changed for the better. A few words of profanity doesn't mean shit and people who are limited to realms like that will have a hard time to deal with the real shit.
So go throw your judgement elsewhere.
& The Easter break was well needed, work is always too much, even if you aren't doing much, which is not the case for me >.<
April is - Allied Health! Supafest! JAY SEAN!!! S2 I hope his arm is un-broken by then ^^.
L