Sunday, August 29, 2010
- These days -
Hey gangstas >_~`
I've been having a frustrating weekend, what with cancelling all my outings and events and being held prisoner in my own room coughing my lungs out and eating porridge which I made. I wouldn't even know if it tastes good or bad because my taste buds have gone MIA as well. SO all this negative-ness has made me quite emo and guess who's copping it all? That's right.. Ed, all the way in Esperance. Poor thing, he thought he was doing good when I was in a slightly good mood and then something happened and all of a sudden I was the black cloud with lightning. I'msuchabitch>.<
Speaking of bitchiness, as I've been cursing this cold weather.. it just hit me that we're at the end of winter. It was just about to go and I've gone and ruined the last few days of winter. I'm so sorry winter, I do love your rainy days sometimes. Even the cold crispy air on a slightly sunny day. .
And keeping me busy and entertained is (re)new(ed) found love for Wongfu Productions. Went through a crap load of their shorts, random clips and WFW and it made me feel slightly better..slightly because it made me sad that there's so much talent out there, and I'm not one of them. But anyway, whilst watching one of their weekend sessions, they were photoshooting a new shirt which was the post-production from one of their shorts. And I had a sudden urge to buy it. Which I did. Just like that.
I can happily justify my online clothes shopping with the fact that it's cheap and I don't go out shopping much anyway. My recent YS purchase came and it's kind of nice. Much ironing to be done though -__- I have a black-maxi-see-through dress, boo I don't know how to pull that off.
Photo's have been missing in these couple of posts, mainly because I've stopped taking photos and uploading photos from the vivaz is annoying tedious.
teehee: Bigbang - Strong baby_ crack! crack! crack! crack!
omg. listening to Bigbang at work is dangerous....
I've been having a frustrating weekend, what with cancelling all my outings and events and being held prisoner in my own room coughing my lungs out and eating porridge which I made. I wouldn't even know if it tastes good or bad because my taste buds have gone MIA as well. SO all this negative-ness has made me quite emo and guess who's copping it all? That's right.. Ed, all the way in Esperance. Poor thing, he thought he was doing good when I was in a slightly good mood and then something happened and all of a sudden I was the black cloud with lightning. I'msuchabitch>.<
Speaking of bitchiness, as I've been cursing this cold weather.. it just hit me that we're at the end of winter. It was just about to go and I've gone and ruined the last few days of winter. I'm so sorry winter, I do love your rainy days sometimes. Even the cold crispy air on a slightly sunny day. .
And keeping me busy and entertained is (re)new(ed) found love for Wongfu Productions. Went through a crap load of their shorts, random clips and WFW and it made me feel slightly better..slightly because it made me sad that there's so much talent out there, and I'm not one of them. But anyway, whilst watching one of their weekend sessions, they were photoshooting a new shirt which was the post-production from one of their shorts. And I had a sudden urge to buy it. Which I did. Just like that.
I can happily justify my online clothes shopping with the fact that it's cheap and I don't go out shopping much anyway. My recent YS purchase came and it's kind of nice. Much ironing to be done though -__- I have a black-maxi-see-through dress, boo I don't know how to pull that off.
Photo's have been missing in these couple of posts, mainly because I've stopped taking photos and uploading photos from the vivaz is annoying tedious.
teehee: Bigbang - Strong baby_ crack! crack! crack! crack!
omg. listening to Bigbang at work is dangerous....
-{ missing you 8/29/2010 11:50:00 am }-
Sunday, August 22, 2010
- One Winter's night -
Came home early tonight from a Saturday night out. It was a cosy catch up with Kim and Caroline.. and Alistair but I had already seen him the night before. The only downside was that it was a rainy night and how close I was to bailing because I would have rather be rugged up in my bed. That and I was already in bed after dinner anyway. I had two naps today - talk about granny-ing it.
Going out at night isn't the same as it used to be. Firstly, I have nothing to wear. Nothing that is suitable for a Saturday night out anymore.. and I just want to feel comfortable anyway which means dress boring. That and I just want to go to Metros cos it's the only cool place which I feel at home. But then maybe it won't be the same since the last visit was Allied Health 0_O
But yeah, unsocialising is the way to describe the phase I'm going through at the moment. It feels like less interaction with people equals less problems.
Another week of work to get through and I'm trying to think positive - I can do it. Next weekend I have Huiling's going away.. oh no! And Ed is going to Esperance on Tuesday T.T .. or =D ..teehee. loveyoub
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Going out at night isn't the same as it used to be. Firstly, I have nothing to wear. Nothing that is suitable for a Saturday night out anymore.. and I just want to feel comfortable anyway which means dress boring. That and I just want to go to Metros cos it's the only cool place which I feel at home. But then maybe it won't be the same since the last visit was Allied Health 0_O
But yeah, unsocialising is the way to describe the phase I'm going through at the moment. It feels like less interaction with people equals less problems.
Another week of work to get through and I'm trying to think positive - I can do it. Next weekend I have Huiling's going away.. oh no! And Ed is going to Esperance on Tuesday T.T .. or =D ..teehee. loveyoub
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-{ missing you 8/22/2010 02:20:00 am }-
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
- Free -
I've realised it's been 2 and a half months since I wrote in the diary, so I panicked and came to check h.e.r. Only to find that 16 days lapsed.
16 days.
I'm learning. I'm doing it and it's never been more liberating. Learning to let go. It doesn't matter as much as it used to, and hence it doesn't hurt as much as it used to.
When you fall back into old patterns, you don't use the pain to propel yourself forward; you use the future to pull you towards a better state of mind where everything is a clean slate and every encouter is a new experience.
The random tears have come back, but they're now empty tears.
16 days.
I'm learning. I'm doing it and it's never been more liberating. Learning to let go. It doesn't matter as much as it used to, and hence it doesn't hurt as much as it used to.
When you fall back into old patterns, you don't use the pain to propel yourself forward; you use the future to pull you towards a better state of mind where everything is a clean slate and every encouter is a new experience.
The random tears have come back, but they're now empty tears.
-{ missing you 8/17/2010 10:58:00 pm }-
Sunday, August 01, 2010
- Flower tea -
I had the longest supper of my life last night and the worst temptation to go to Metros. But promised Ed I wouldn't. And I didn't. *beams*
An hour of supper and a whole lotta tea, I guess it was good to wash away all that fatty fat food. And we didn't even get to bed until 4am. How lame is that. I think we really need our sleep these days.
*a couple hours later*
It's hard for me to finish just a simple post in one go. It usually stays unfinished for a very long time and I came back from (literally) afternoon tea with the girls, and had dinner and here I am.
Interesting thought, I'm sitting here ready to watch 500 Days of Summer which I rented from the video store, and I was reading the blurb and it goes like this:
This is a story about a boy meets girl. Boy falls in love with girl. Girl doen't believe in love. Tom, the boy, still believes, even in this cynical modern world, in the notion of a transforming, lightning-strikes-once kind of love. Summer, the girl, doesn't. But that doesn't stop Tom from going after her, again and again, like a modern Don Quixote, with all his might and courage.
Well. It's Joseph Gordon-Levitt, and the boy-girl thing makes ME look like one of my blog posts are lame. I'm intrigued with this movie, especially when it was a GUY who recommended it to me.
I will let you guys know how it went.
An hour of supper and a whole lotta tea, I guess it was good to wash away all that fatty fat food. And we didn't even get to bed until 4am. How lame is that. I think we really need our sleep these days.
*a couple hours later*
It's hard for me to finish just a simple post in one go. It usually stays unfinished for a very long time and I came back from (literally) afternoon tea with the girls, and had dinner and here I am.
Interesting thought, I'm sitting here ready to watch 500 Days of Summer which I rented from the video store, and I was reading the blurb and it goes like this:
This is a story about a boy meets girl. Boy falls in love with girl. Girl doen't believe in love. Tom, the boy, still believes, even in this cynical modern world, in the notion of a transforming, lightning-strikes-once kind of love. Summer, the girl, doesn't. But that doesn't stop Tom from going after her, again and again, like a modern Don Quixote, with all his might and courage.
Well. It's Joseph Gordon-Levitt, and the boy-girl thing makes ME look like one of my blog posts are lame. I'm intrigued with this movie, especially when it was a GUY who recommended it to me.
I will let you guys know how it went.
-{ missing you 8/01/2010 01:51:00 pm }-