Wednesday, December 22, 2010

- So fly -

There's never a good time to blog anymore. It's too early, too late. Not enough photo's, too many photos and then I can't be fucked. Too much to say, nothing to write. Too many thoughts, and no words to describe the feeling.

Why is it sometimes, I feel like I had it right; and now I'm back where I started so many years ago? It's just like when you had them figured.. and then they go and pull one over your eyes, and everything you thought you understood just doesn't make sense anymore.
-{ missing you 12/22/2010 08:27:00 pm }-

Saturday, December 11, 2010

- You -

I'm sad to say I'm disappointed in you. You said you'd upload the photos and they never appear. Why do you always make promises you never keep? The year is coming to an end and it has yet been a year of many lessons learned. Despite all the disappointments, there has also been some simple moments, moments I wished I could remember, but all I can retain are the ones I need to remember. And remember what the lesson that was learned. I have also learned a lot about myself and I look into myself to see so many doors. So many questions and so many 'why's. I see so many truths hidden amongst so many lies. I've achieved so much this year, yet have lost so much of myself. Have I given up the essence of my nature to become a capitalistic whore? Have we spiralled into the decadence of our youth culture, pop culture and who the fuck knows what else? Have you forgotten to be thankful for a roof over your head, food on your table and people who love you? Grow the fuck up and stop playing games. It's time to realise that you don't have time. You need goals, you need rules, you need a road and not take the road less travelled; for it was less travelled for a reason. Damnit, Frost.
-{ missing you 12/11/2010 01:31:00 am }-