Thursday, May 19, 2011

- BOOM BOOM -

Boom Box 17 May 2011:

Ryan Higa a.k.a NigaHiga ft. D-Pryde a.k.a photo bomber


Kevin Wu a.k.a KevJumba.. teeeeaammm Jumba!

-{ missing you 5/19/2011 09:28:00 pm }-

Thursday, May 05, 2011

- . -

Why? WHy the Fuck why??????
-{ missing you 5/05/2011 10:54:00 pm }-

Monday, May 02, 2011

- Breakeven -


The Script - Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

~.~

Heartbreak doesn't mean the end of a relationship. We can have our heart broken anytime, anywhere and by anyone. When the heart is broken, it is never felt in the same magnitude by the people involved. If you're lucky, you'll never know how it feels. It's more than just that tight feeling in your chest. It's heavy, and it drains your energy. The darkness is too dark and the sun is too bright. The ringing in your ear will intensify until it's a constant silence that fills your head.

~.~'

As I'm blogging right now, I'm browsing through the Tumblr website. Although it provides so many enticing gadgets to make blogging much more than just blogging, I'm torn between HER and Tumblr. It will be 5 years by the end of May. HER will be 5 years old. I'm afraid to browse through my archives because even though I don't feel that my life accounts for very much, a lot of bullshit has happended in these 5 years and there are so many emotions tied within each and every post. I know that if I start browsing, I won't be sleeping tonight.. how do I part with HER?

~`~

Sleeping is becoming an issue. Something I've come to love is now haunting me.

~O~~

Praying for this rotation to pass by faster so you can feel better about going to work. Maybe the next will be better. Be hopeful =)
-{ missing you 5/02/2011 11:21:00 pm }-