Saturday, September 16, 2006
- Over my head -
Post-ball post can wait. I'm in so much pain right now. Pain from all the frustration that has come of me from working on all my Communications projects. Pain from all the late nights of last minute work. Pain from the pit of my stomach where the problem is unknown. Pain from taking meds I shouldn't be taking. Pain from making choices. Pain from everything.
Pain is what makes you stronger. It always does and always will, even when you think you wont make it through, you'll have the guidance from people who love you to pull you through. Because that's what they do. Everyone is there for you and we all just take them for granted.
Why do we have to wait until someone tells us we're dying 'til we manage to take our lives into our own hands? Why do we wait for destiny to run its course? We're dying since the day we were born and must make the decisions that can decide our fate. Because fate does not come to all of us like it does in the movies.
Oh god, it hurts everywhere. Even mummy can't make it all better.
~Listening to: nothing
Pain is what makes you stronger. It always does and always will, even when you think you wont make it through, you'll have the guidance from people who love you to pull you through. Because that's what they do. Everyone is there for you and we all just take them for granted.
Why do we have to wait until someone tells us we're dying 'til we manage to take our lives into our own hands? Why do we wait for destiny to run its course? We're dying since the day we were born and must make the decisions that can decide our fate. Because fate does not come to all of us like it does in the movies.
Oh god, it hurts everywhere. Even mummy can't make it all better.
~Listening to: nothing
-{ missing you 9/16/2006 11:57:00 pm }-