Wednesday, September 20, 2006
- Whinge, cry, sulk.. -
Eh, so much for post-ball post. Sorry peoples..I know by the time I get around to it, I won't be in the same mood I was in when I was at the ball. I will get to putting some photos up soon...
Meanwhile feeling dreafully tired and suffocated. I just need to tell everyone who must put up with me at uni to beware. I'm going to pre-apologise if I say something really stupid and mean to you. I know it's unexcusable. But I'm deeply and truly sorry. Because I feel at outburst creeping up on me. And I'm scared I might lay it on one of you guys. But I'll try my best not to. Please dont be angry at me.
But knowing all this, blogging is my outlet. It helps to clear my mind and say what I want to say without saying it literally and making myself feel like a dumbass. The difference between speech and digital print is the blur of private and public of the digitalisation of print.
I'm a person who is not black and white. I'm quite grey, really. And that means I confuse a LOT of things for myself as well as for others. In my essays, sometimes I get told that I like to run around in circles before I sit down and tell it the way it is. So in that case, I blabber but get to the case. Marks taken off for blabbering.
So in returning to my point, I like to blog because it saves me from explaining myself through speech. I will say right now to everybody that I'm having quite a rough week. But this also means that I'm trying to deal with it and I will be shy in sharing my thoughts with you. So just letting you know that I don't have to have people asking me what's wrong because the answer you're going to get is the same I will be giving each and one of you.
I'm fine.
I'm blogging this 'cos I need release. I'm in no need of comfort. Thanks though..
I hope that wasn't a waste of time...and I also hope that didn't come out to look like a whinge session.
I have class to get to now..
BIG shoutoutz to SHIRLS who turns 19 todayyyy....happy happy birthday luv!
~Listening to: David Tao - Beautiul album
Meanwhile feeling dreafully tired and suffocated. I just need to tell everyone who must put up with me at uni to beware. I'm going to pre-apologise if I say something really stupid and mean to you. I know it's unexcusable. But I'm deeply and truly sorry. Because I feel at outburst creeping up on me. And I'm scared I might lay it on one of you guys. But I'll try my best not to. Please dont be angry at me.
But knowing all this, blogging is my outlet. It helps to clear my mind and say what I want to say without saying it literally and making myself feel like a dumbass. The difference between speech and digital print is the blur of private and public of the digitalisation of print.
I'm a person who is not black and white. I'm quite grey, really. And that means I confuse a LOT of things for myself as well as for others. In my essays, sometimes I get told that I like to run around in circles before I sit down and tell it the way it is. So in that case, I blabber but get to the case. Marks taken off for blabbering.
So in returning to my point, I like to blog because it saves me from explaining myself through speech. I will say right now to everybody that I'm having quite a rough week. But this also means that I'm trying to deal with it and I will be shy in sharing my thoughts with you. So just letting you know that I don't have to have people asking me what's wrong because the answer you're going to get is the same I will be giving each and one of you.
I'm fine.
I'm blogging this 'cos I need release. I'm in no need of comfort. Thanks though..
I hope that wasn't a waste of time...and I also hope that didn't come out to look like a whinge session.
I have class to get to now..
BIG shoutoutz to SHIRLS who turns 19 todayyyy....happy happy birthday luv!
~Listening to: David Tao - Beautiul album
-{ missing you 9/20/2006 09:42:00 am }-