Thursday, January 25, 2007
- Sunrise, sunset.. -
To my dearest readers:
I can no longer attempt to entertain you. My writing has always been audience friendly, but these days it just doesn't seem to work anymore. So I no longer write for you but myself.
I'm going to discuss a lot of irrelevant things that may have no importance to you whatsoever.. it may at times.. but whatever.. it's just a warning if you realise that my blog has made a turn for the worse or something.
Just like my yin yang theory, as things get better they also get worse, but soon they will get better. Life's roller coaster is so very tiring. How do you say that you hate life without being emo? How do you say you want to die without holding a knife in your hand? Well, you can't. You just cant. You're not supposed to take the easy road. Only cheaters do that, and they go to hell.
So everytime, you put yourself through pain, misery and painstaking torture, just remember that you are doing yourself a favour. Because life isn't life without a struggle. How does it make you feel when you've really given something all that you've got and have the prize in your hand at the end of the day? That's how it'll be when you've finally reached the end.
And you really don't need to achieve anything to feel that way right? I mean, we're all not talented and gifted and made of money. We live by our own goals and pursuits.
At the end of this, ask me why I'm writing all this shit. 'Cos I don't have an answer. I've never had the answer for anything. Anything. All I know is that I'm always asking questions.
I know you gave me the answer, but it wasn't the one I wanted. Now I'm all broken.
I knew it was always my favourite place. And it will remain my favourite place.
Chocolate makes everything all better.
On a different note..
On Wednesday, Kath-Whyetatt-Niss-Noelle and I went to Ciao Italias. Yay! Like finally, and man was it nice. We had pasta, gnocchi, pizza and something else but it was all uber-licious. SUCH a SHAME I forgot my camera. Again. I always do. We also had dessert, yummy ice-cream. Unlike the rum-and-raisin icecream I had that one time. Lets not go into the fact that there were too many raisins with a very strong rum-ness to it.
The downside to Ciao Italias was when we were waiting outside for a table, and sitting there right, there was this pregnant lady that walked past and knowing that she wanted to sit down as well, I righteously got up and asked her if she wanted the seat.
THE BITCH IGNORED ME. And I'm pretty sure she gave me a 'look'. The nerve! She's lucky she's pregnant or else I'd curse the shit out of her.
After dinner we were in need of a walk. So we walked to the riverside.
Night ended with me and Noelle last minutely deciding to go sing our hearts out at Uptopia. We were orignally going to go play some pool, 'cos I wanted to show her my "newly acquired skills" in pool. But there were no tables. K-oking was just as good.
~Listening to: Avril - Keep holding on
+there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do+
I can no longer attempt to entertain you. My writing has always been audience friendly, but these days it just doesn't seem to work anymore. So I no longer write for you but myself.
I'm going to discuss a lot of irrelevant things that may have no importance to you whatsoever.. it may at times.. but whatever.. it's just a warning if you realise that my blog has made a turn for the worse or something.
Just like my yin yang theory, as things get better they also get worse, but soon they will get better. Life's roller coaster is so very tiring. How do you say that you hate life without being emo? How do you say you want to die without holding a knife in your hand? Well, you can't. You just cant. You're not supposed to take the easy road. Only cheaters do that, and they go to hell.
So everytime, you put yourself through pain, misery and painstaking torture, just remember that you are doing yourself a favour. Because life isn't life without a struggle. How does it make you feel when you've really given something all that you've got and have the prize in your hand at the end of the day? That's how it'll be when you've finally reached the end.
And you really don't need to achieve anything to feel that way right? I mean, we're all not talented and gifted and made of money. We live by our own goals and pursuits.
At the end of this, ask me why I'm writing all this shit. 'Cos I don't have an answer. I've never had the answer for anything. Anything. All I know is that I'm always asking questions.
I know you gave me the answer, but it wasn't the one I wanted. Now I'm all broken.
I knew it was always my favourite place. And it will remain my favourite place.
Chocolate makes everything all better.
On a different note..
On Wednesday, Kath-Whyetatt-Niss-Noelle and I went to Ciao Italias. Yay! Like finally, and man was it nice. We had pasta, gnocchi, pizza and something else but it was all uber-licious. SUCH a SHAME I forgot my camera. Again. I always do. We also had dessert, yummy ice-cream. Unlike the rum-and-raisin icecream I had that one time. Lets not go into the fact that there were too many raisins with a very strong rum-ness to it.
The downside to Ciao Italias was when we were waiting outside for a table, and sitting there right, there was this pregnant lady that walked past and knowing that she wanted to sit down as well, I righteously got up and asked her if she wanted the seat.
THE BITCH IGNORED ME. And I'm pretty sure she gave me a 'look'. The nerve! She's lucky she's pregnant or else I'd curse the shit out of her.
After dinner we were in need of a walk. So we walked to the riverside.
Night ended with me and Noelle last minutely deciding to go sing our hearts out at Uptopia. We were orignally going to go play some pool, 'cos I wanted to show her my "newly acquired skills" in pool. But there were no tables. K-oking was just as good.
~Listening to: Avril - Keep holding on
+there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do+
-{ missing you 1/25/2007 09:01:00 pm }-