Wednesday, February 28, 2007
- Cascada - Bad Boy -
= Be my bad Boy, be my Man, be my weekend lover but don't be my Friend. You can be my bad Boy but understand that I don't need you in my life again =
Those lyrics remind me so much of that A*mei song. I loved this song, last year.
I forgot to give a massive ShoutOut to Caz : thanks for putting up with me that night, I know I said I'm not the throwing up type and I felt awful about it. Hope I didn't cause to much trouble/hassle. :))
Weeelll, I'm here at uni for my first EVER 9am lecture. But since I live so godamn far, I have to come an hour early. So here I am. And Blogger looks screwy on the Mac comps.
Yesterday, a friend at work told me about a story of hers. It was about this guy she used to go out with; they went out for two years before he left here for his home town. Telling her they'd be in touch and together somehow, he went back to Hk and found another girlfriend. While she was here not knowing, she was already saving up to go visit him. And she did. And she found out about the other girl. But she didn't do anything because she was in love with him and he still had feelings for her. So she said she would put up with it. But as time wore on, she was getting tired of playing the game because she had to put in much more effort since she had another girl to compete with, while he would just enjoy the luxury of both women. Which meant that he wasn't doing very much as a boyfriend.
Soon, she became fed up and told him to choose. She said she soon realised that she was really degrading herself by sharing the guy. But he said he couldn't choose. So she said she'd do it for him. And left him in Hk and came back here. She didn't say anything nor leave him a note. But it was pretty clear her decision.
In the end this is what she told herself : she didn't lose anything. She has nothing to cry about. She didn't lose a love because she never had his complete and entire devotion for her in the first place. The biggest loser is him because he lost someone who loved him to the ends of the earth.
I never really liked this girl I worked with, but her story made me see her differently. As much as she said that she waas a weak person in terms of relationships, this was the strongest and most mature thing anyone could've done. And I have much admiration for her. Although her way of thought may not satisfy everyone. It comes down to whether you believe that :
1. You would rather be more loved than to give love or;
2. To give love more than you would rather receive.
~Listening to: Daphne loves Derby - Middle middle
Those lyrics remind me so much of that A*mei song. I loved this song, last year.
I forgot to give a massive ShoutOut to Caz : thanks for putting up with me that night, I know I said I'm not the throwing up type and I felt awful about it. Hope I didn't cause to much trouble/hassle. :))
Weeelll, I'm here at uni for my first EVER 9am lecture. But since I live so godamn far, I have to come an hour early. So here I am. And Blogger looks screwy on the Mac comps.
Yesterday, a friend at work told me about a story of hers. It was about this guy she used to go out with; they went out for two years before he left here for his home town. Telling her they'd be in touch and together somehow, he went back to Hk and found another girlfriend. While she was here not knowing, she was already saving up to go visit him. And she did. And she found out about the other girl. But she didn't do anything because she was in love with him and he still had feelings for her. So she said she would put up with it. But as time wore on, she was getting tired of playing the game because she had to put in much more effort since she had another girl to compete with, while he would just enjoy the luxury of both women. Which meant that he wasn't doing very much as a boyfriend.
Soon, she became fed up and told him to choose. She said she soon realised that she was really degrading herself by sharing the guy. But he said he couldn't choose. So she said she'd do it for him. And left him in Hk and came back here. She didn't say anything nor leave him a note. But it was pretty clear her decision.
In the end this is what she told herself : she didn't lose anything. She has nothing to cry about. She didn't lose a love because she never had his complete and entire devotion for her in the first place. The biggest loser is him because he lost someone who loved him to the ends of the earth.
I never really liked this girl I worked with, but her story made me see her differently. As much as she said that she waas a weak person in terms of relationships, this was the strongest and most mature thing anyone could've done. And I have much admiration for her. Although her way of thought may not satisfy everyone. It comes down to whether you believe that :
1. You would rather be more loved than to give love or;
2. To give love more than you would rather receive.
~Listening to: Daphne loves Derby - Middle middle
-{ missing you 2/28/2007 07:24:00 am }-