Tuesday, February 13, 2007

- Hatehatehatehatehate -

In a VERY hateful mood.

-I hate those dreams that make me feel weak.

-I hate you for being right about everything. EVERYTHING. Everything up to now.

-I hate those stupid bitches who pretend to forget your name. WHEN MY NAME WAS JUST MENTIONED YA FUCKIN' BITCH.

-I hate these four words : 我 属 于 你

-I hate waiting for it. Waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting...

-I hate having to give a fuck about you and your problems.

-I hate the fact that you think that everything's OK when it fucking damn well isn't.

-I HATE that you're happy and couldn't care less about it all.

*******

Last year I said this:

I believe that how many tears it takes to make you stronger, let it be all that you've got because at that point, you can only move forward.

If that's what I thought then, it's what I'll live by now.

After this month, I'm going to do a lot of things. Get out of a lot of things I shouldn't have gotten into. It's only caused me pain and frustration.

Baka.
-{ missing you 2/13/2007 02:55:00 pm }-