Wednesday, February 07, 2007
- Tears and Rainbows -
Rnb-hip hop-soul: You know when I listen to this type of music, I feel calm, in control and good. I feel good. Though it's not the music I listen to. But I like it sometimes. Sometimes I don't like to bother with it, but when I hear something I like, I will bother with it. 'Cos it makes me feel good.
Punk-rock-alternative: Now this I like. But it seems angry, and when I listen to it, my attitude changes to 'fuck the world'. But it's my type of music. But what does that say? Am I the anrgy type? Do I look like the type with such an attitude. I think I find myself to come across as the happy kind. But I listen to this music knowing I have this twisted view of the world. That not many people with the way I view life and carry things out. It makes me realise that people will look at me differently and there's not much I can do about it. Sometimes this music can make me sad. But ..
Melodic ballads: Listen to Truth by Yuna Ito. Anything good like that makes me feel weird. In a way that I cannot explain how I feel. Maybe it's the mood I'm mean because I listen to it, while viewing something that is making me upset. As much as I also like ballads.. I can't explain anymore.
Tonight I feel really by-myself. I feel that the four walls are down and that my guard is also down. Unprotected and scared. Sad, really sad.
Punk-rock-alternative: Now this I like. But it seems angry, and when I listen to it, my attitude changes to 'fuck the world'. But it's my type of music. But what does that say? Am I the anrgy type? Do I look like the type with such an attitude. I think I find myself to come across as the happy kind. But I listen to this music knowing I have this twisted view of the world. That not many people with the way I view life and carry things out. It makes me realise that people will look at me differently and there's not much I can do about it. Sometimes this music can make me sad. But ..
Melodic ballads: Listen to Truth by Yuna Ito. Anything good like that makes me feel weird. In a way that I cannot explain how I feel. Maybe it's the mood I'm mean because I listen to it, while viewing something that is making me upset. As much as I also like ballads.. I can't explain anymore.
Tonight I feel really by-myself. I feel that the four walls are down and that my guard is also down. Unprotected and scared. Sad, really sad.
-{ missing you 2/07/2007 08:30:00 pm }-