Friday, March 09, 2007
- Decisions, decisions -
In life, we get to make a lot of decisions. Some small things the are micro to the way we live and others are macro; the make or break decisions of our lives. We never stop making them and always look back to think about what it'd be like had we taken that road instead of this one.
My palm says that I will have to make a choice, basically a fork in the road, but later on in life these to roads will diverge back into one another. What does that tell me? I never understood it. Does it mean that either path I choose, will only result in the same outcome? But how does that allow me to make my decision?
As some decisions are micro, they serve to produce catastrophic outcomes. Ok, that may seem a little too far fetched. So they don't turn out as we wanted it to. But that's what life is. Mistakes. Wise word from yours truly. Make mistakes, lots of them. And then learn from them. Pick yourself up, and do it again. I mean, how silly does that sound, but in the long term it's so true that... it's not silly at all. It doesn't mean I will put myself out there to purposely make the mistake. In means risks. Taking the risk, all or nothing. ALL IN. Because when you hit the bottom, my yin yang theory will come into play and you're on your way to the top again.
I'm watching my life go by and have regreted every decision I've made. I thought I was cursed with forever making the wrong decision. But in fact, if I look at it properly, they were merely micro decisions, and that the macro ones were made without fuss. I don't knoww..... I mean, they probably are big decisions. But who cares. Regret is just another way of saying, I'm sad I didn't get to experience that path.
And then, do I regret the mistakes? No, I don't. Even though it caused me pain, I don't. Because people have forced me to live through the pain. It's easier said than done. Because every once in a while you will be in pain just thinking about it. But slowly the pain will fade. Washed away by the rain and out comes the rainbow. I know the decisions were made in spontaneity, but it allowed me to go through the good but leave me with the pain which will remind me that the candy was never good for me. :))
So what was the inspiration behind this blog post you say? What the fuck was Lisa thinking rushing straight home from work and hopping onto the computer to blog a fucking essay blog that I'm not really gonna read anyway?
I bought a Guess watch. It was half price from $195. I loves it. I adores it like nobody has adored ME before.
Oh yeah, and to those who I said I had a little news; (not really relevant) but I applied for another job, haven't yet got it but it's in the process. And it may overlap with my work now. Which means two jobs. Which means little ME time.
Thanks for reading the whole lot. Love you guys :))
My palm says that I will have to make a choice, basically a fork in the road, but later on in life these to roads will diverge back into one another. What does that tell me? I never understood it. Does it mean that either path I choose, will only result in the same outcome? But how does that allow me to make my decision?
As some decisions are micro, they serve to produce catastrophic outcomes. Ok, that may seem a little too far fetched. So they don't turn out as we wanted it to. But that's what life is. Mistakes. Wise word from yours truly. Make mistakes, lots of them. And then learn from them. Pick yourself up, and do it again. I mean, how silly does that sound, but in the long term it's so true that... it's not silly at all. It doesn't mean I will put myself out there to purposely make the mistake. In means risks. Taking the risk, all or nothing. ALL IN. Because when you hit the bottom, my yin yang theory will come into play and you're on your way to the top again.
I'm watching my life go by and have regreted every decision I've made. I thought I was cursed with forever making the wrong decision. But in fact, if I look at it properly, they were merely micro decisions, and that the macro ones were made without fuss. I don't knoww..... I mean, they probably are big decisions. But who cares. Regret is just another way of saying, I'm sad I didn't get to experience that path.
And then, do I regret the mistakes? No, I don't. Even though it caused me pain, I don't. Because people have forced me to live through the pain. It's easier said than done. Because every once in a while you will be in pain just thinking about it. But slowly the pain will fade. Washed away by the rain and out comes the rainbow. I know the decisions were made in spontaneity, but it allowed me to go through the good but leave me with the pain which will remind me that the candy was never good for me. :))
So what was the inspiration behind this blog post you say? What the fuck was Lisa thinking rushing straight home from work and hopping onto the computer to blog a fucking essay blog that I'm not really gonna read anyway?
I bought a Guess watch. It was half price from $195. I loves it. I adores it like nobody has adored ME before.
Oh yeah, and to those who I said I had a little news; (not really relevant) but I applied for another job, haven't yet got it but it's in the process. And it may overlap with my work now. Which means two jobs. Which means little ME time.
Thanks for reading the whole lot. Love you guys :))
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