Thursday, March 08, 2007

- Just drop everything! and blog -

It was my brother's friends birthday not long ago and all his friends are into this, everybody chip in and we all get her something big, or worthwhile. Anyway, him and his friend were assigned the task of making a card. A big ass card that looked AWESOME I must say. I guess they were the artistic talents of the group.

Anyway what does this have to do with ANYTHING? Well, it struck me that my brother had this massive group of friends. And I still remember when he was young and always telling me about the trouble of meeting new people and the transition of primary school to high school.

The fact is that he never had this social problem. The first time he had to go to PEAC, he told me he didn't know anyone at all. But soon enough he came back telling about the people he met and made friends with.

He told me about the first few weeks of high school and that he only had a friend or two whom he 'hung' with. But really who is he kidding? Now he's got this massive group of friends who arrange bbq's and events on the odd occasion (which annoy the shit out of my mum).

My point is, as a sister, did I really have to be concerned with the lack of friends my brother thought he had? No, I was never concerned. And I know that wherever he goes, he will bound to fit in just like that. And he'll find his way around things. Because he's actually got this warm personailty when he's around his friends, that I hadn't actually seen before. It's kind of weird because I thought initially he just wasn't being himself. But the truth was it was HIS character that he would display when he was with his friends. Good for him I say.

I downloaded three albums today: 30 seconds to mars, cartel and NFG. All awesome like fuck.

Dreams, I usually forget when I wake up. But the one I had last night I can't get out of my mind. It was dream come true cross with nightmare. It was a life event replay. It was something I want to go through again but never that exact situation. It was the deja vu of my crumbling rock.

~Listening to: NFG - Make your move :move a little closer, hold mee tighterrr
-{ missing you 3/08/2007 02:18:00 pm }-