Thursday, March 15, 2007

- You taught me to Lust -

It's amazing when people tell you things, you kind of just listen, nod, say yes.

Why is it we have to learn the hard way? When they told you politics was dirty, you had to do politics to see how dirty they really get. When they said don't run on the path, it took a bloody nose to figure out why.

They tell us so much. And they mean well. But can we help it? nooo. No no no. A bunch of shitheads we are. Because when we are on the floor crying holding onto our skinned knee, we come to realisation. I guess if you look at it. That's what the pain sensors are for. That's what tears were made for. Wait, I know what they're really for, I meant the fact they come when you are hurt. And that's why we have the word sad.

Tell me and I forget,
show me and I remember.

Involve me and I understand.

I quoted this a while ago. But it just kinds of reinforces what I said. Kind of. It's also more of an excuse to get someone to tell you something.

You know when someone tells you something that they expect in life, eg. in high school my friend was telling me the exact age she was going to get married, or like where exactly someone expects to be in two years time, stuff like that right? Well, how much of these factors can we control?

Duhh, we're never always in control. And maybe I wasn't making much sense in that last paragraph. I'm really mean. When people tell me things that they expect in life which I personally think is stupidly impossible, I get all these thoughts like, 'dude! It ain't gonna happen!' because that's the way my mind works. I don't think anything works out as planned.

Things only go well when you're really not feeling up for it but make the effort to try it anyway.



I duunnoo. My interview went well, thanks for asking.

~Listening to: Cartel album
-{ missing you 3/15/2007 09:30:00 pm }-