Thursday, May 10, 2007
- The shadow that lurks behind -
Why do we always see past those that are good for us? We choose to believe that the rotten bits can be cut off, eaten around. Or eaten.
And then you eat it and get a stomach ache. Eating around it just denies that it is in fact bad, no longer good at all.No matter how hard you want to believe it's good, IT ISN'T.
Nicky Lee : ..ni yi j ing tou tou tou le wo de xin..
From the notes of a, person trying to make sense of, stuff, denial is a form of neurosis. Something that old Freud came up with and said all this shit that we can relate to in our lives. Sometimes he makes sense, and sometimes his theory falls through.
I'm going to cry when I think about this, but when they __________,
I was never adored, not wanted, not loved.
Your hands were there and not here.
And thats why, distance plays an important factor to this all.
Nicky Lee : ..li kai shi wei yi de jie tuo..
I used to give the benefit of the doubt. But I don't want to anymore. I remain strong.
And then you eat it and get a stomach ache. Eating around it just denies that it is in fact bad, no longer good at all.No matter how hard you want to believe it's good, IT ISN'T.
Nicky Lee : ..ni yi j ing tou tou tou le wo de xin..
From the notes of a, person trying to make sense of, stuff, denial is a form of neurosis. Something that old Freud came up with and said all this shit that we can relate to in our lives. Sometimes he makes sense, and sometimes his theory falls through.
I'm going to cry when I think about this, but when they __________,
I was never adored, not wanted, not loved.
Your hands were there and not here.
And thats why, distance plays an important factor to this all.
Nicky Lee : ..li kai shi wei yi de jie tuo..
I used to give the benefit of the doubt. But I don't want to anymore. I remain strong.
-{ missing you 5/10/2007 03:18:00 pm }-