Friday, May 25, 2007
- Tell all your friends that I'M DEAD -
Hrms. OK. This is not going to be the blog that I was talking about to Michelle where I told her to try and keep me sane (on the other side of the computer) and stop me from blogging irrationally. But I'd like to think that the 4 am to 12pm sleep did me some good?
You know the four people that I decided to chat with last night, even though I did say not to, ALL of them had used the word confusion in relation to me. Even when I was calmed down, my sentences were like a bleeurrgh. ANd nobody understood what I was on about. And then I read my sentences out loud. And even I got confused in it. Maybe 'cos I am confused. But them all being confused about what I was saying frustrated me and made me angrier, probably because of the state of events that happened after I came home and before I came on the net all ranting and raving.
I was so angry that I was soo tempted to run outside, take the car and go somewhere. But I remembered. I have nowhere. I had no one at that instant. Sometimes it sucks to have to stop and think that other people are dealing with their shit, their assignments. It sucks 'cos you know I love myself.
So I'm confused. :))
Ok, maybe no more about that. Until I think about something else constructive to write about. Yesterday I had to work in the day, until 12pm and I decided I could work no more because I was all crampy and shit. Then I took my time making my way down to uni where I researched for my essay and planned it out. I was with Caroline and Yeeyang at the time, who were Ebuddying alot. Especially to each other. Yeah they were sitting next to each other. Meanwhile Michelle and Noelle were upstairs 3rd floor, both finishing assignments and were being productive. No immaturities about doughnuts and penguins and maroon jumpers and baby blue tops. And the other one. Yeah, you know.
*atm, Taking Back Sunday is the latest craze I'm into, esp. 'Cute without the E' heart heart their songs! *
Yeah studied 'til the sun went down and waited for Fel to come to uni so we could all go to dinner. and during this time I managed to lose my phone in the library and SOME SUPEREXTRAORDINARY PERSON WAS NICE ENOUGH TO HAND IT TO THE INQUIRY DESK. Man was I relieved. Relieved to know that this person did something good and that I had as well, to receive such good karma. I did do a good deed the day before but I don't know if that was good enough for this to happen to me. Then she finally came and me, Caz, Yy and Weifong ran out of the library like escaping the evil wrath of. something and we made our way to Ciao Italias.
We have pictures. But it's that time of the month/semester. They won't go up until .. study break? Surprisingly our wait was quite LONG, like 45 minutes, but I wasn't to fussed about that. Cos the food never fails to taste good. The spaghetti Marianara was the best. After that, the others were going to make their way down to Kiwi's b'day karaoke. I know it's not how her name is spelt but it's how you say it! =P
YES people. ANother birthday, another karaoke session, another FOB session.
SHould I continue? Because I know how most of my readers have this thing against FOBS of all sorts. Yes we know, excluding Michelle who loves her FOBS. Right, I'll make it short and painful. Songs: definitely Chinese, unfortunately on our part it was Canto, so decided to sit there and make friends instead. It was quite interesting. Met this guy who reminded me soo much of my cousin. I miss my cousin so so so much. They are so SIMILAR. Was even more scary when the guy messaged me this morning and called me a pig for sleeping in. Next thing you know he'll be calling me
笨 蛋 . Then I will cry.
More pictures will be taken 'cos I will be dinnering with Niss, Alan and I'm not too sure who else will be coming. Hope it's a bunch! ANd then there is Kath's bbq next Saturday. Can't wait! Oh and if I haven't told you already, I quit Emperor's Court. For those who know should know I'm very happy about it. Until next time, I promise the pictures will come soon. Busy busy doesn't keep me from keeping my promises to you guys!!
*lovehearts* for all!
-AUGUSTANA- only one-
You know the four people that I decided to chat with last night, even though I did say not to, ALL of them had used the word confusion in relation to me. Even when I was calmed down, my sentences were like a bleeurrgh. ANd nobody understood what I was on about. And then I read my sentences out loud. And even I got confused in it. Maybe 'cos I am confused. But them all being confused about what I was saying frustrated me and made me angrier, probably because of the state of events that happened after I came home and before I came on the net all ranting and raving.
I was so angry that I was soo tempted to run outside, take the car and go somewhere. But I remembered. I have nowhere. I had no one at that instant. Sometimes it sucks to have to stop and think that other people are dealing with their shit, their assignments. It sucks 'cos you know I love myself.
So I'm confused. :))
Ok, maybe no more about that. Until I think about something else constructive to write about. Yesterday I had to work in the day, until 12pm and I decided I could work no more because I was all crampy and shit. Then I took my time making my way down to uni where I researched for my essay and planned it out. I was with Caroline and Yeeyang at the time, who were Ebuddying alot. Especially to each other. Yeah they were sitting next to each other. Meanwhile Michelle and Noelle were upstairs 3rd floor, both finishing assignments and were being productive. No immaturities about doughnuts and penguins and maroon jumpers and baby blue tops. And the other one. Yeah, you know.
*atm, Taking Back Sunday is the latest craze I'm into, esp. 'Cute without the E' heart heart their songs! *
Yeah studied 'til the sun went down and waited for Fel to come to uni so we could all go to dinner. and during this time I managed to lose my phone in the library and SOME SUPEREXTRAORDINARY PERSON WAS NICE ENOUGH TO HAND IT TO THE INQUIRY DESK. Man was I relieved. Relieved to know that this person did something good and that I had as well, to receive such good karma. I did do a good deed the day before but I don't know if that was good enough for this to happen to me. Then she finally came and me, Caz, Yy and Weifong ran out of the library like escaping the evil wrath of. something and we made our way to Ciao Italias.
We have pictures. But it's that time of the month/semester. They won't go up until .. study break? Surprisingly our wait was quite LONG, like 45 minutes, but I wasn't to fussed about that. Cos the food never fails to taste good. The spaghetti Marianara was the best. After that, the others were going to make their way down to Kiwi's b'day karaoke. I know it's not how her name is spelt but it's how you say it! =P
YES people. ANother birthday, another karaoke session, another FOB session.
SHould I continue? Because I know how most of my readers have this thing against FOBS of all sorts. Yes we know, excluding Michelle who loves her FOBS. Right, I'll make it short and painful. Songs: definitely Chinese, unfortunately on our part it was Canto, so decided to sit there and make friends instead. It was quite interesting. Met this guy who reminded me soo much of my cousin. I miss my cousin so so so much. They are so SIMILAR. Was even more scary when the guy messaged me this morning and called me a pig for sleeping in. Next thing you know he'll be calling me
笨 蛋 . Then I will cry.
More pictures will be taken 'cos I will be dinnering with Niss, Alan and I'm not too sure who else will be coming. Hope it's a bunch! ANd then there is Kath's bbq next Saturday. Can't wait! Oh and if I haven't told you already, I quit Emperor's Court. For those who know should know I'm very happy about it. Until next time, I promise the pictures will come soon. Busy busy doesn't keep me from keeping my promises to you guys!!
*lovehearts* for all!
-AUGUSTANA- only one-
-{ missing you 5/25/2007 12:17:00 pm }-