Thursday, June 21, 2007

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

AUGUST BABY
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention. No self control. Kind hearted. Self confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. In need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain". Caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "Charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. + lazy.

Reading up on useless email/internet horiscopes and predictions of who I am. Like I need them to establish who I am and why I make the decisions I make. Right? I would like to say most of the descriptions above are not me. But unfortunately, it is ever so accurate. Like the only thing that I would MAJORLY disagree on is the 'everything's peachy' attitude. EVERYTHING else I can kind of nod my head to. Yep. Even the 'no pain no gain' one. Have I not said that to someone before??

The only thing it lacks is 'lazy'. Let me just add that in then....

There we go.

This week has been pretty useless. I've been getting .. abuse for not celebrating, going out and all that jiz. But. I dunno. Why should I have an excuse? I was called upon at 11pm at night to go out.. but it was 11pm. My mum (not like I've pissed her off and rebelled enough already) would have had me murdered. ANd it was cold and I wasn't in the mood to put together an outfit. Nor was I prepared to just walk out with ANything. I guess.. especially on the weekdays, I'm actually looking for non-alcoholic night outs. YES NON-alcoholic. Don't believe me Ay? Well when I have to drive myself down to nB, I really don't want to risk dying on the way back home. Drink-driving is a no no people.

I can't remember when, but sometime.. this or last week. I met this person.. reminded me HEAPS of someone I once called a friend. Ok. FIne maybe I'll still call them a friend.. just not a close one.. or were they ever close...? Anywayz, there were so many similarities that I couldn't help but stare at her. LIterally, she probably thought I was .. strange, if she noticed that is. Hopefully she didn't. And then I got that wave of emotions I usually get when I get reminded of my teenager past.

Speaking of meeting new people, I did exactly that last night. Keeping it short, we were supposed to go to Carnegies, but went there too late and spent most of the time in the line. But before that we (me and Caroline) were in Utopia waiting for ALan, while Kim and Simone were (also with us) waiting for their friend so they could go Cas. When ALan arrives, he arrives with their friend[s] as well as a bunch of others. Kath was there too! Ok, if memory is on my side, the others were... ALastair, Yan and Mel. Yay. I'm pretty sure that was it.. I hope. We all spent way too much time at Utopia (not singing. JKZ) when we could've got into Carnegies. But yeah I feel bad now cos, most of them all (and Caz) had 12pm curfews so we couldn't even make up for not getting into Carnegies. Boy it's really annoying trying to type that word. There was the odd 15 minutes at Belgium Beer Garden, where nobody was keen on drinking. So yeah. Kwun was there but I felt like I missed out most of the night already. Poo.

Here comes the best bit.

So after everyone went home Alan came back to nB and we went to play pooL. Like I ain't keen.. since it brings back sad and unwanted feelings of such a time and space. But yeah, I fought the sadness with the determination to win. Which I knew was impossible. But then I had good 'ol flukey on my side and won 2-1!!!!! And then that's when the 'no self control' of me kicks in. Two things. I didn't want to go home. And I was confident to win another game giving me 3-1 to boast about. OH! And in the second round, I sunk 6 balls at once. That my friends, was skill. Well things went downhill from there. I lost heaps and sunk the black ball in two rounds. Which meant I had lost my 2-1 lead and had to pay for the game. I have more confidence with Pool now and I've gotten rid of the 'unwanted' feelings.

So I'm feeling pretty damn proud. The only thing I'm not confident on is 'hopping on the table' as ALan kept telling me when I couldn't reach for the ball. Like what the hell?!? I just don't think it was right. Especially which two guy Fobs on the table next to us. Hrms, get me started on fobs ay? Both short and one of them looked like a dbz character, which reminded me of that short topless b-baller way back in 2nd year. I wonder who remembers that? .. Anywayss. dbz guy was pretty good. Not that I was watching but Alan said something about him playing good. I don't like it when I know people are watching me play. And I felt eyes. rawr.

ANd omg, we had lesbian's on the other side. I was trying to be like. yeah. liberal.. they should have the right to express their homosexuality. But it's oh-so-wrong in front of Lisa's innocent eyes!!! Gawwwwsh.

Which reminds me. I had a STRANGE dream. Actually it was a good- ish dream involving someone unexpected.. oh that's what I was supposed to do.. look it up.

So since I've woken up today, it's just been .. blog-surfing and blogging. WOke up heaps late!!

Remember when I had to go on Burswood orientation, the time I skipped uni for it? Well go to Shaun's blog for the review. He actually properly gave a full account on it. Something I was too lazy to do. He even made it blog-citing. I couldn't manange to express the fun-ness of it. I'm not vocabularily equipped.

Mann. I'm not going to get over this dream. I'm sorry I keep ranting about it. Since I ain't gonna tell you what it was anyway.

You know what sucks. I have to get ready for work.

Now I'm falling asleep#And she's calling a cab#While he's having a smoke#And she's taking a drag#Now they're going to bed#And my stomach is sick#And its all in my head#But she's touching his chest now#He takes off her dress now

WAHHH why do I hate going to work so much these days. I need money!!