Tuesday, July 03, 2007
- moving on.. -
.. frm d fotoz. its happenin agen. dat thing dat happend b4. hw cum it alwyz cums 'roun? y me? its me. hw cum it cnt js b lyk all d tym? lyk wen i had no probs. bt nw, its lyk ther must b probs or else lyf jus isnt lyf nemore.
its me nt u. its always me. sumfin happend n i js cnt seem 2 put my finger on it. bt it chnged evrithing abt who i am n wot i believd in. i alwys think i can overcum it n pretnd evrithin is ok. bt its not and it nvr is. i cant help it. i cnt b helpd. dun try to help me. dun try to save me. cos its nt worth d pain. i wont let u. even [s]uperman cnt help me now..
i told u happiness ws rare. i ws merely bein a realist. nt emo or nethin. js a realist. happiness is js nvr meant to b. for me? or 4 evri1 too? i dunno. u decide. i aint gnna tell u wot ur lyf sposd 2b. nt my prob.
dun tink it helpd 2 take a few mouthfuls from d bottle. js upset d stomach.
i dun get it. i laugh at my own stupidity. thot evrithin woz fyn.
its me nt u. its always me. sumfin happend n i js cnt seem 2 put my finger on it. bt it chnged evrithing abt who i am n wot i believd in. i alwys think i can overcum it n pretnd evrithin is ok. bt its not and it nvr is. i cant help it. i cnt b helpd. dun try to help me. dun try to save me. cos its nt worth d pain. i wont let u. even [s]uperman cnt help me now..
i told u happiness ws rare. i ws merely bein a realist. nt emo or nethin. js a realist. happiness is js nvr meant to b. for me? or 4 evri1 too? i dunno. u decide. i aint gnna tell u wot ur lyf sposd 2b. nt my prob.
dun tink it helpd 2 take a few mouthfuls from d bottle. js upset d stomach.
i dun get it. i laugh at my own stupidity. thot evrithin woz fyn.
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