Thursday, July 12, 2007

- Wishy- washy -

Had so many discussions lately it's driving me up the wall that such conversations could go unblogged. Yes, I am glad for such intense conversations. I feel that my life is full of worthlessness always ranting on about my life issues. And to have a worthy conversation sometimes brings back the sanity of the mind. Looking through my list-of-things-to-blog makes me weary. Looking at it reminds me of homework.

I still haven't done my book review yet. But I cbf now. Last two days of work have been functions held for the Western Force rubgy team and the Freo Dockers FC. I had Matt Gitteau on my table and didn't realise until half the night. He was quite decent. And I didn't know how hot rugby players were. And not a dockers fan so didn't know much.. probably had players on my table? But I don't know..

Hey, just noticed I've hit 7k mark. Yay for me.

Starbucks SG. Waiting for *bleepin* Jerry. Sigh. Thinking of those holidaying days. Were fun days. On our own. Independence. The year when I was 19..



Does it not seem far away? Does this photo not look like us? I think we look different. There is a word I rather not use now. But on the topic of 19 is what I wanted to get at.

19. Evan Yo's album. Hahaha.. no, I am talking about the age. 19 I am and was since August last year. And what an age to be. I have met so many people and done so much in this one year as compared to my many other years of living. Somehow it has been really significant for me. It also feel like the last time I can really get down and.... mess things up before I hit 20. Which is a good month away. Can't believe it. After all the comotion all you guys caused, I'm getting that feeling too.

Which reminds me, why don't we have Carlsberg here? If we want to talk about change we can.

I've done it many a times. I've changed. 19 has changed me. It's the age that makes you realise how old and young you really are. That life expects so much responsibility and caution. I can only tell you this because I have failed in these areas. Lots of mistakes made also, which mean that I've learnt heaps as well right?

This post is taking longer than I wanted and it lacks commitment. Nobody likes an uncommitted post. I think I am.. pub crawling tonight?

MEH

p.s YES I like Buble.

-{ missing you 7/12/2007 02:23:00 pm }-