Friday, August 03, 2007
- Too good for you [s] -
~Listening to : SUm41 - Pieces
Most of the time, I have CHina on my mind. CHINA CHINA CHINA. ALcohol, K-boiz, CHINA and alcohol.
I'm hoping I get the bursary now so I can go AND look forward to not coming back to uni in 2008. And in saying that, there IS a small pang of resentment. But no, *study* SO OVER IT! A study abroad program will be good for me, rather than China-ing with Caz where all we will be doing every day is sleep-eat-shop-club. THE DAILY ROUTINE. I can just imagine it already. I mean, it's not bad, for a month straight of that, but thinking of all the drunken nights, k-boi hook ups ...
OK, I've kind of confused myself as to whether I am putting myself through heaven or hell. I'm going to stop 'cos as I'm writing this, i'm smiling this awkward evil sinister smile. Yeah! I'm smiling at the damn computer!
Right then, last night we all went to .. MSU Rendezvous. Wasn't bad, wasn't great. And I drank drove. Even though I said I wouldn't. That's the only thing I'm angry about. That and I didn't see as many people as I expected to see.
Never mind. All is good. Week 2 is finished and things have already picked up in pace. 11 weeks to go.
Most of the time, I have CHina on my mind. CHINA CHINA CHINA. ALcohol, K-boiz, CHINA and alcohol.
I'm hoping I get the bursary now so I can go AND look forward to not coming back to uni in 2008. And in saying that, there IS a small pang of resentment. But no, *study* SO OVER IT! A study abroad program will be good for me, rather than China-ing with Caz where all we will be doing every day is sleep-eat-shop-club. THE DAILY ROUTINE. I can just imagine it already. I mean, it's not bad, for a month straight of that, but thinking of all the drunken nights, k-boi hook ups ...
OK, I've kind of confused myself as to whether I am putting myself through heaven or hell. I'm going to stop 'cos as I'm writing this, i'm smiling this awkward evil sinister smile. Yeah! I'm smiling at the damn computer!
Right then, last night we all went to .. MSU Rendezvous. Wasn't bad, wasn't great. And I drank drove. Even though I said I wouldn't. That's the only thing I'm angry about. That and I didn't see as many people as I expected to see.
Never mind. All is good. Week 2 is finished and things have already picked up in pace. 11 weeks to go.
-{ missing you 8/03/2007 02:25:00 pm }-