Friday, September 14, 2007
- send me posies, and i'll send u kisses -
Looking through my tute blog posts, I quote an individual saying: "..the phrase 'lifelong relationship' is something of an understatement.." (end quote). I thought it was quite funny. Is this a common thought amongst us? Is there a difference between the use of 'lifelong' as opposed to 'eternal'? Has this individual been through an experience to believe that these terms are merely metaphorical and don't really exist in the reality of things?
On a different note, I'm always putting myself asleep at appalling times. I should try to get into a healthy sleeping pattern while I can. But I don't. Last night wasn't any better. Reaching to that third drawer and pulling out that book. Gah. You know I have this line in my head and I don't know where I got it from. It sounds like an old song we sang in primary school.. "Where have all the flowers gone? Long time dreaming.." You know this year has gone by like the wind? And if you think about it, March wasn't that long ago. Sure, 6 months ago, but it's not even a year yet. Although all the things that happened then, seemed like years away. I feel like I've been through so much time already and that I've grown so strong and independant from relying on those I feel vulnerable to. But it's only been months!
We've come such a long way within such a short period of time. And that always seems to be the case. Things occur too fast in a small time frame that it makes the situation all too hard to handle.
That's why I congratulate us for still being 'happy' and moving on with things during this period. I'm glad my last year of university will be the most exciting, because it sets me on a journey of decisions. I know what I don't want and that's good enough for me. Half of us will be leaving UWA, and Perth for that fact. I can feel the ground beneath us separating already. I wonder how our lives will become and what adventures we'll get ourselves into next?
Life is short right? Go find yourself some innocent trouble. It's fun. Don't waste your time thinking about how to make it right and just let it all go wrong. It's the only way you will learn.
-Sg '08- my independence
On a different note, I'm always putting myself asleep at appalling times. I should try to get into a healthy sleeping pattern while I can. But I don't. Last night wasn't any better. Reaching to that third drawer and pulling out that book. Gah. You know I have this line in my head and I don't know where I got it from. It sounds like an old song we sang in primary school.. "Where have all the flowers gone? Long time dreaming.." You know this year has gone by like the wind? And if you think about it, March wasn't that long ago. Sure, 6 months ago, but it's not even a year yet. Although all the things that happened then, seemed like years away. I feel like I've been through so much time already and that I've grown so strong and independant from relying on those I feel vulnerable to. But it's only been months!
We've come such a long way within such a short period of time. And that always seems to be the case. Things occur too fast in a small time frame that it makes the situation all too hard to handle.
That's why I congratulate us for still being 'happy' and moving on with things during this period. I'm glad my last year of university will be the most exciting, because it sets me on a journey of decisions. I know what I don't want and that's good enough for me. Half of us will be leaving UWA, and Perth for that fact. I can feel the ground beneath us separating already. I wonder how our lives will become and what adventures we'll get ourselves into next?
Life is short right? Go find yourself some innocent trouble. It's fun. Don't waste your time thinking about how to make it right and just let it all go wrong. It's the only way you will learn.
-Sg '08- my independence
-{ missing you 9/14/2007 01:33:00 pm }-