Saturday, November 03, 2007
- Jay - a secret i cannot tell -
I'm having a major dilemma.
No, it's not this blogging drought I've been having. No, it's not the lack of exam study that I have done, while working at burswood has taken up much of the time.
It's this Jay Chou thing. It is driving me insane.I have to decide by the beginning of next week if I am to go to Jay's concert in Singapore in January. I have just spoken to my parents and this is what it comes down to. I go. BUT, I will be trading in the end of year trip to Taiwan. That a big fucking trade. If I go to the concert, I think I will also be risking mum's happiness. She is not keen at all about spending almost $1000 on Jay. I guess it's understandable. But here I go again with the narcissism of my own happiness and freedom. It's just like everytime I am denied of anything, I get the nostalgic feeling to yearn for more liberty. God only knows I've upset my mum way too many times, and her high blood pressure will probably be caused by me *touch wood*.
What do I do? They almost agreed, so my next move will be to confirm flight tickets and Jay tickets. Or do I scrap the idea and make mum happy for once in my god damned life?
I feel so shallow turning this into the huge problem that I take it to be. Noelle let go of her Rain concert. And Michelle let go of DBSK concert. Should I do the same? Is it even worth the quarrel and family feud?
I think I know the answer now. I have finally thought it through.
Side note, no exam study is really shithouse. But who cares, really?
No, it's not this blogging drought I've been having. No, it's not the lack of exam study that I have done, while working at burswood has taken up much of the time.
It's this Jay Chou thing. It is driving me insane.I have to decide by the beginning of next week if I am to go to Jay's concert in Singapore in January. I have just spoken to my parents and this is what it comes down to. I go. BUT, I will be trading in the end of year trip to Taiwan. That a big fucking trade. If I go to the concert, I think I will also be risking mum's happiness. She is not keen at all about spending almost $1000 on Jay. I guess it's understandable. But here I go again with the narcissism of my own happiness and freedom. It's just like everytime I am denied of anything, I get the nostalgic feeling to yearn for more liberty. God only knows I've upset my mum way too many times, and her high blood pressure will probably be caused by me *touch wood*.
What do I do? They almost agreed, so my next move will be to confirm flight tickets and Jay tickets. Or do I scrap the idea and make mum happy for once in my god damned life?
I feel so shallow turning this into the huge problem that I take it to be. Noelle let go of her Rain concert. And Michelle let go of DBSK concert. Should I do the same? Is it even worth the quarrel and family feud?
I think I know the answer now. I have finally thought it through.
Side note, no exam study is really shithouse. But who cares, really?
-{ missing you 11/03/2007 01:40:00 pm }-