Wednesday, December 12, 2007
- admiration, obsession, addiction. -
I miss that thrill that I used to get when I used to blog. Why does blogging seem like a chore all of a sudden?
My life is being occupied by new wonders and I am afraid that I am leaving gems behind. But I know I am doing all I can to disallow my gems to fall behind me and into my memories. I want my gems to be part of the present, the past and the future. But I also want to progress with a newly discovered jewel in my life that I want to move forward with.
As 2007 passed us by, I can see all the progressions I have made, the mistakes that I have overcome and the new hurdles that are to be faced in the new year. I have learnt so much more of myself this year than any of the other years put together. I finally pieced myself together and found the essence that was missing in my life. I understood the responsibility of independence and the heartache that it has put my mother through. It has made me realise all the more, how similar my dear mother and I really are. Stubborn.
The people I have met and befriended this year have been a big revalation in my life, not only have I stepped outside my comfort zone, but I have discovered wonderful and amazing people that have given me direction.
This has not been my academic year, although I haven't really been any much of an academic anyway. Student life is slowly coming to an end, and I am glad to be taking on less of a study load, so as to savour what's left of my last semester. It means I need to purchase that uni jumper too.
Given that the year started off with heartbreak, I'm glad that it's ending with the opposite. I hope it means that I can start the new year on a good note and healthy resolutions. That will include less drinking, less late nights out, more fun, more laughter, more KTV, more friends and more freedom. I'm also set to learn some new languages.. I think it may be korean and cantonese :P
Although a lot of bad things happened in 2007, I can't help but feel sad to leave behind a year that has provided me with so much and taught me so much more. Maybe the good things weigh up the bad.
I can't wait to start the new year. It'll be different. New people, new challenges. New life.
******
Yesterday me Ed, Ali and Anthony watched Bee Movie. Everyone was sceptical of this underrated animation.
Well it was damn awesome!! We're already planning to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. Funny boys.
Then we went to Utopia afters and got CaznFel to join us and we ended up turning the Saw-a-thon that was planned into a Saw&food-a-thon. Cooked by us! It will be interesting. And somehow will fit DDR into all this.
Can't wait 'til Tuesday, it's so far away. Can'twaitcan'twaitcan'twait.
*muakz*
My life is being occupied by new wonders and I am afraid that I am leaving gems behind. But I know I am doing all I can to disallow my gems to fall behind me and into my memories. I want my gems to be part of the present, the past and the future. But I also want to progress with a newly discovered jewel in my life that I want to move forward with.
As 2007 passed us by, I can see all the progressions I have made, the mistakes that I have overcome and the new hurdles that are to be faced in the new year. I have learnt so much more of myself this year than any of the other years put together. I finally pieced myself together and found the essence that was missing in my life. I understood the responsibility of independence and the heartache that it has put my mother through. It has made me realise all the more, how similar my dear mother and I really are. Stubborn.
The people I have met and befriended this year have been a big revalation in my life, not only have I stepped outside my comfort zone, but I have discovered wonderful and amazing people that have given me direction.
This has not been my academic year, although I haven't really been any much of an academic anyway. Student life is slowly coming to an end, and I am glad to be taking on less of a study load, so as to savour what's left of my last semester. It means I need to purchase that uni jumper too.
Given that the year started off with heartbreak, I'm glad that it's ending with the opposite. I hope it means that I can start the new year on a good note and healthy resolutions. That will include less drinking, less late nights out, more fun, more laughter, more KTV, more friends and more freedom. I'm also set to learn some new languages.. I think it may be korean and cantonese :P
Although a lot of bad things happened in 2007, I can't help but feel sad to leave behind a year that has provided me with so much and taught me so much more. Maybe the good things weigh up the bad.
I can't wait to start the new year. It'll be different. New people, new challenges. New life.
******
Yesterday me Ed, Ali and Anthony watched Bee Movie. Everyone was sceptical of this underrated animation.
Well it was damn awesome!! We're already planning to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. Funny boys.
Then we went to Utopia afters and got CaznFel to join us and we ended up turning the Saw-a-thon that was planned into a Saw&food-a-thon. Cooked by us! It will be interesting. And somehow will fit DDR into all this.
Can't wait 'til Tuesday, it's so far away. Can'twaitcan'twaitcan'twait.
*muakz*
-{ missing you 12/12/2007 04:17:00 pm }-