Sunday, February 17, 2008
- all fall down -
Why the fuck does everybody know relationships better than I do? Is it because I haven't been in a proper one?
How come it's so hard to please everyone? Why must life be made of gives and takes? Why is life totally unfair sometimes?
What has this life of mine become? I'm am doing what I vowed not to do, yet all I can see is everyone slipping away from me. And I can't even manage my relationship properly. I feel if I let go of it, then I will have lost everything, everyone.
My rock will not be made of sand and crumble away so easily. I want to make things work, I want to make everyone happy again. But at the moment, I just need to cry. These tears will fall down my face so I can find another happy day again.
How come it's so hard to please everyone? Why must life be made of gives and takes? Why is life totally unfair sometimes?
What has this life of mine become? I'm am doing what I vowed not to do, yet all I can see is everyone slipping away from me. And I can't even manage my relationship properly. I feel if I let go of it, then I will have lost everything, everyone.
My rock will not be made of sand and crumble away so easily. I want to make things work, I want to make everyone happy again. But at the moment, I just need to cry. These tears will fall down my face so I can find another happy day again.
-{ missing you 2/17/2008 12:49:00 pm }-