Tuesday, February 12, 2008
- it's like a puff of air. -
Was it a *poof* or a mushroom bomb explosion, I do not know. I know it went off, I just don't know where. But I'm not scared. Because I am Lisa. Some things don't scare me. This doesn't.
What scares me is seclusion. Being shut out from understanding. It makes me feel out of breath. It makes me feel so much nothingness.
But how can I feel so secluded and lonely when I have all the people who love me around me? Is it so hard to be happy?
This wasn't meant to be a sad post. But the day ended sad. I have so much I need to do, like blog more and put my pictures up already. But all I do is work. My free time is spent with the one person I need to be with right now.
What scares me is seclusion. Being shut out from understanding. It makes me feel out of breath. It makes me feel so much nothingness.
But how can I feel so secluded and lonely when I have all the people who love me around me? Is it so hard to be happy?
This wasn't meant to be a sad post. But the day ended sad. I have so much I need to do, like blog more and put my pictures up already. But all I do is work. My free time is spent with the one person I need to be with right now.
-{ missing you 2/12/2008 03:02:00 pm }-