Wednesday, August 20, 2008

- Lazy day -

Lazy Day

I'm having a lazy day. Slept in, have done absolutely nothing. Except for a bit of vacuuming.

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I was going to say, I didn't even make lunch for dad and myself, but he just got home and said he'll just eat anything so I made myself a tuna sandwich.

I never realised that a sober life is so contradictory. You have: more integrity. But I feel like I have more of the worlds' weight on my shoulders. You realise so much more on a deeper level when you're sober and you understand what is means to be content, as opposed to just being happy.

I used to say, 'Yeah! Go alcomahol!' That I actually depended on alcohol for a good night out. We all do. I sometimes see those people who can't drink and are just struck dumb as to how to have fun. But yeah. We just need to find other hobbies. Drunkness is a phase. Late clubbing nights are just a phase. Drink-driving will definitely have to be a phase (which I hope my children don't do). It's called ..

growing up. It doesn't mean you can't drink, can't go clubbing. Just do it responsibly, do it with class and integrity.

INTEGRITY, I lost a lot of that last year.
-{ missing you 8/20/2008 01:39:00 pm }-