Sunday, November 30, 2008
- rant -
After blog surfing at 4.50am Singapore time, I found something quite interesting. Firstly you may ask me why I am on the net in Singapore at this godly hour. And I'm not sure if it's a big thing.. but Ed is kinda sick and I've checked out of our stay place and am at my cousin's. He's supposed to be boarding to HK soon and is now resting on the coach. But I am scared shitless for him.
Sigh. What I would do to take his pain away..
Happiness. Why is it that human beings always crave happiness? What is so fucking good about HAPPINESS?
We search, we pursue, we kill, we work and we cry over happiness. It's nothing but a sham. A FAKE. It's fucking useless.
I get so irritated when people cry that there is no happiness in their life. I get so agitated when people ask me why I'm not happy.
Maybe I'm not happy. Maybe I don't want to be happy. MAYBE there is more to this fucking life than just being happy.
I hate this word and I hated that stupid film 'Pursuit of Happyness'. Absofuckinglutely rubbish. It was good. Until the mofo FOUND HAPPYNESS.
Happiness isn't meant to be found. It was never meant to be witnessed, to be experienced, to be forgotten, to be misplaced, to be anything.
Happiness just wasn't meant to be.
This is one stupid rant. Don't mind me.
-{ missing you 11/30/2008 04:50:00 am }-