Tuesday, June 09, 2009
- Dear readers... -
Dear readers...
Does anyone go through my archives? Silly question. Of course not. I have been doing so the past two nights. Do you remember what I used to blog? Back in the days when it used to be interesting, filled with life and drama and controversies I created for myself. It seems like the older I get the more I hate my writing. And I've already said this before somewhere. Somewhere where I have read even earlier material... so why do I stress on the past? Why can I never let it go?
I looked through old photos tonight. The clothes worn, the drinks had, the fun that lasted the night... I miss the days. I miss all those conversations about nothing, about everything, about love lost and love won, about friends, about enemies. Why can't I just let go of the past?
Why am I running back to Korean melody? Why has everything changed to where we are now? I don't want to let go of the past because it's my most precious gem of all, my diamonds. My life, my story, my everything. Every night I go to sleep thinking I'm about to lose them to life, to everything that I've succcumbed to.
When did I become such a drama queen? What happened to the pop princess?
Oh my god, do you know how much I miss you?
you have no. idea.
_listening to: Reset - Super Junior
Does anyone go through my archives? Silly question. Of course not. I have been doing so the past two nights. Do you remember what I used to blog? Back in the days when it used to be interesting, filled with life and drama and controversies I created for myself. It seems like the older I get the more I hate my writing. And I've already said this before somewhere. Somewhere where I have read even earlier material... so why do I stress on the past? Why can I never let it go?
I looked through old photos tonight. The clothes worn, the drinks had, the fun that lasted the night... I miss the days. I miss all those conversations about nothing, about everything, about love lost and love won, about friends, about enemies. Why can't I just let go of the past?
Why am I running back to Korean melody? Why has everything changed to where we are now? I don't want to let go of the past because it's my most precious gem of all, my diamonds. My life, my story, my everything. Every night I go to sleep thinking I'm about to lose them to life, to everything that I've succcumbed to.
When did I become such a drama queen? What happened to the pop princess?
Oh my god, do you know how much I miss you?
you have no. idea.
_listening to: Reset - Super Junior
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