Monday, September 28, 2009
- Belated Springtime -
Spring has been late this year! And I've been having a blog draught. *Sigh*, I don't know what's gotten into me. I thought a renovation would lift my spirits and help inspire some words to give this blog some life again. I have realiesd how apparent the colour is red in my life. It all started with:
- Hits Studio, our beloved red and black home of music and alcohol and a lot more.... *grins*
- Armada Restaurant, a place I used to work in East Perth last year, the restaurant was furnished with black and red couches, chairs, tables.
- KthreeG, my favourite K-hair salon! Again, red, white furnished.
- Grandma's 90th Celebration with all generation's wearing red (4th-g's in pink); that was soo much fun.
- Now my current workplace is also red furnished. They have red chairs which I want to steal for my room because I haven't found a red desk chair yet!
I believe that the more things there are on my mind, the less compelled I am to write, whereas it used to be the opposite.
I think in the last year, I have been very careless in my writing, a lot of the words have indirectly reflected off people and that shouldn't have happened. I fear now that whatever I write will be judged most harshly as I have judged others.
Or do I?
Facebook tells me, that fucker is no longer in a relationship and is now single. After a relationship of 3 years which he 'tried so hard and got so far; in the end it doesn't even matter'. Dare I say Karma played a part in his fate? So I learn that we should never try to take Karma into our own hands because Karma knows. I know what I have committed and I know that Karma knows too. But I should dwell not on the past...
- Hits Studio, our beloved red and black home of music and alcohol and a lot more.... *grins*
- Armada Restaurant, a place I used to work in East Perth last year, the restaurant was furnished with black and red couches, chairs, tables.
- KthreeG, my favourite K-hair salon! Again, red, white furnished.
- Grandma's 90th Celebration with all generation's wearing red (4th-g's in pink); that was soo much fun.
- Now my current workplace is also red furnished. They have red chairs which I want to steal for my room because I haven't found a red desk chair yet!
I believe that the more things there are on my mind, the less compelled I am to write, whereas it used to be the opposite.
I think in the last year, I have been very careless in my writing, a lot of the words have indirectly reflected off people and that shouldn't have happened. I fear now that whatever I write will be judged most harshly as I have judged others.
Or do I?
Facebook tells me, that fucker is no longer in a relationship and is now single. After a relationship of 3 years which he 'tried so hard and got so far; in the end it doesn't even matter'. Dare I say Karma played a part in his fate? So I learn that we should never try to take Karma into our own hands because Karma knows. I know what I have committed and I know that Karma knows too. But I should dwell not on the past...
-{ missing you 9/28/2009 02:02:00 pm }-