Tuesday, August 17, 2010
- Free -
I've realised it's been 2 and a half months since I wrote in the diary, so I panicked and came to check h.e.r. Only to find that 16 days lapsed.
16 days.
I'm learning. I'm doing it and it's never been more liberating. Learning to let go. It doesn't matter as much as it used to, and hence it doesn't hurt as much as it used to.
When you fall back into old patterns, you don't use the pain to propel yourself forward; you use the future to pull you towards a better state of mind where everything is a clean slate and every encouter is a new experience.
The random tears have come back, but they're now empty tears.
16 days.
I'm learning. I'm doing it and it's never been more liberating. Learning to let go. It doesn't matter as much as it used to, and hence it doesn't hurt as much as it used to.
When you fall back into old patterns, you don't use the pain to propel yourself forward; you use the future to pull you towards a better state of mind where everything is a clean slate and every encouter is a new experience.
The random tears have come back, but they're now empty tears.
-{ missing you 8/17/2010 10:58:00 pm }-