Monday, January 31, 2011
- 2ne1 - i don't care-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh -
It's funny how I choose to inhibit so much detail, even though this is my space. But this time, I think I'm holding back for different reasons..
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I'm $400 poorer, because I bought Ed an XBox. Because his friends decided to get him a Kinect (I was going to Google that to see if I got the spelling right, but fk tht). His friends found out that I didn't want Ed to get an XBox (because he has a Wii which he doesn't play with anymore) and thought that if they get him the Kinect, he'll have to get an XBox and I could do nothing about it.
Now read between the lines and guess what I'm feeling.
I never thought I'd care and do such a thing to prove other's wrong. But I guess that's it. So many people I know are adamant that they know themselves and where they would draw the line. But I see so many people erase the line they said they'd never cross. I see people care more than they ever cared even though they said they couldn't give a fuck what happens.
I don't know if this has anything to do with what I'm ranting on about but it's shitting me how much I've heard the words 'I don't care' over the past few months. I've heard 'Seriously! I don't care!' so much that my ears are bleeding. The theory goes - the more you say that you don't care - the more you really fucking care. Maybe I say it and not mean it as well, but when I hear it from others, it's so blatently obvious that they really do care and it annoys me that they think they can hide it with those three words.
We create shields and barriers on the enemy front only to shield out everyone, even our loved ones. And sometimes we end up caring too much for something petty and callow.
Last day of January and we're on our way to February already! Chinese New Year, here we come!!
Have you noticed the blog is filling up with rants again?
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I'm $400 poorer, because I bought Ed an XBox. Because his friends decided to get him a Kinect (I was going to Google that to see if I got the spelling right, but fk tht). His friends found out that I didn't want Ed to get an XBox (because he has a Wii which he doesn't play with anymore) and thought that if they get him the Kinect, he'll have to get an XBox and I could do nothing about it.
Now read between the lines and guess what I'm feeling.
I never thought I'd care and do such a thing to prove other's wrong. But I guess that's it. So many people I know are adamant that they know themselves and where they would draw the line. But I see so many people erase the line they said they'd never cross. I see people care more than they ever cared even though they said they couldn't give a fuck what happens.
I don't know if this has anything to do with what I'm ranting on about but it's shitting me how much I've heard the words 'I don't care' over the past few months. I've heard 'Seriously! I don't care!' so much that my ears are bleeding. The theory goes - the more you say that you don't care - the more you really fucking care. Maybe I say it and not mean it as well, but when I hear it from others, it's so blatently obvious that they really do care and it annoys me that they think they can hide it with those three words.
We create shields and barriers on the enemy front only to shield out everyone, even our loved ones. And sometimes we end up caring too much for something petty and callow.
Last day of January and we're on our way to February already! Chinese New Year, here we come!!
Have you noticed the blog is filling up with rants again?
-{ missing you 1/31/2011 10:28:00 pm }-