Sunday, January 16, 2011
- Yesterdays and tomorrows -
Yesterday seems so far away already and Friday is just a memory - I wonder why time moves the way it does?
I used to imagine that there was too much time and I could do anything - later. Just enjoy what is, now. But when is it really appropriate to enjoy now, and is later ever too late?
I want to go to so many countries but there's so little time. Then I think that I have so much time ahead of me that I need to pace myself because my goals are getting beyond what I am capable of. And then there are friends and other people who you see living life because there is no guarantee of a tomorrow. How do you decide what pace you want to live at?
I know that thinking too much never helps. Sometimes, you need to go where the wind takes you. A cool breeze is always nice, especially with this hot muggy weather.
I wonder if I've been 'thinking' less as I've aged because I blog less often than when I was 19. But my thoughts then were too abstract and all over the place.
6:11pm
Just came home from an afternoon with Ed. We were supposed to go to The Imp Cafe but Ed needed to go to Officeworks so we went to East Perth and Shilla'd the afternoon away. There was nobody there but us and I like that ^^ but Ed is so embarrassing. He says really loudly 'Is it always this empty?' T.T We had some food and later on he asks who the owner is and I point to the young, good looking guy who served us our food. To my embarrassment, yet again, he replies with 'Him?! *disgust in his voice* That young guy? Really??' >.> fmlfmlfmlfml I will be shunned from Shilla if I go again with Ed! Fortunately, he liked the food and mentioned that loudly too.
Mum's birthday, Ed's birthday and Caz's house-warming/Aust Day is coming up, which means I'll be a busybee, buying gifts, booking dinners and being more of a poorbum than I already am.
I used to imagine that there was too much time and I could do anything - later. Just enjoy what is, now. But when is it really appropriate to enjoy now, and is later ever too late?
I want to go to so many countries but there's so little time. Then I think that I have so much time ahead of me that I need to pace myself because my goals are getting beyond what I am capable of. And then there are friends and other people who you see living life because there is no guarantee of a tomorrow. How do you decide what pace you want to live at?
I know that thinking too much never helps. Sometimes, you need to go where the wind takes you. A cool breeze is always nice, especially with this hot muggy weather.
I wonder if I've been 'thinking' less as I've aged because I blog less often than when I was 19. But my thoughts then were too abstract and all over the place.
6:11pm
Just came home from an afternoon with Ed. We were supposed to go to The Imp Cafe but Ed needed to go to Officeworks so we went to East Perth and Shilla'd the afternoon away. There was nobody there but us and I like that ^^ but Ed is so embarrassing. He says really loudly 'Is it always this empty?' T.T We had some food and later on he asks who the owner is and I point to the young, good looking guy who served us our food. To my embarrassment, yet again, he replies with 'Him?! *disgust in his voice* That young guy? Really??' >.> fmlfmlfmlfml I will be shunned from Shilla if I go again with Ed! Fortunately, he liked the food and mentioned that loudly too.
Mum's birthday, Ed's birthday and Caz's house-warming/Aust Day is coming up, which means I'll be a busybee, buying gifts, booking dinners and being more of a poorbum than I already am.
-{ missing you 1/16/2011 01:59:00 pm }-